Jacob! Jacob! Jake come back! Jacob comes back, kisses me lightly on the cheek "I'm sorry Ness, I love her" A tear rolls down my face I put my arms out to wrap around them but he backs up. Soon he is walking swiftly away holding hands with her, the very person I can't stand. Melanie. I scream and try to run after him but my legs can't seem to pick up a pace, I am moving impossibly slow, slower then a turtle. My legs feel thick and heavy, weighing me down to the forest floor. "Jacob, Jacob I love you" I mean to yell but it comes out lighter then a whisper but It doesn't matter he is gone. Suddenly I falling to the forest floor except I never reach it. Just…..
Falling
Falling
Crying
Falling…..
My eyes flutter open and I realize it was all a dream. No a nightmare. I start to sob heavily as I realize my dream may very well come true. I hate her. I hate Melanie or "Mel" as Jake calls her. I wrap my arms around my self and start to sob louder not being able to help it. I sob as I stair at all of the tiny wolfs on my comforter that Jake had gotten me for my 14th birthday. Soon I hear light but heavy footsteps climbing the stairs. Soon there's a knock at my door. "Come in" I say softly, quickly wiping the tears from my eyes. Jacob walks in my door "hey Ness are you alright? I thought I heard crying"
"Oh yea im fine just uh singing some song" I badly lie. Jake continues to stare at me questiongly. He is to smart. All of a sudden I let out a small sob accidently left over from my profuse crying just a little bit ago. "Oh ness your not fine" Jake quickly walks over to me and sits down on my bed wrapping his arms around me/
"Shhhhh its okay babe im her" Jake says trying to sooth me
Its not okay I think to myself. Ever since Melanie, Jakes new girlfriend, Has been around it hasn't been ago. I'm scared. What if he marries her? I already don't seem him a lot as it is because she gets jealous very easily but if they get married he will be more gone then ever. It's just not fair. My father, Edward, reads minds. He know how I feel about Jake, the other day he had a talk with me about it.
"Nessie I know you have a crush on Jake" I blushed profusely because there's no doubt that do, its pretty evident even to a person who cant read minds like Dad.
"Well, honey, Jakes just too old for you. Your just a girl and hes a man" A knife pierces my heart at this im fourteen and he is twenty one but sionce he is a werewolf and basically stopped aging due to his secret imprint which im pretty sure is Melanie he looks about eighteen or nineteen.
"I hate to break it to you but as you probably already know, he's to old for you. Go out and find someone your own age that will care about you" I feel like just dropping dead as he says the words that have been making me an emotional wreck. Age is just a number, that's what I think but…..Jake im pretty sure doesn't agree. I mean Jakes flirted with me quite a bit. But not as much since Melanie has been around.
I snap back to reality at the feel of Jakes arms around me. Warm, cozy and hot. I love Jake, and I think I may be in love with him. Many would disagree because of my age but I just feel so strongly for him and have for a couple years, it just gets stronger and stronger. I lean into Jake and rest my head against him warm chest the warmness warming my body. I inhale. Jake smells like a mixture of hazel and the forest. I sigh and soon Jake interrupts my moment of bliss. "Ness, um, im glad your okay but I am supposed to be going to work soon"
"Oh well you'll be around after right?" I ask hopefully
"Um, I have to go Melanie's house afterwards…" Jake says as he gets up across the room.
"Bye Jake Isay trying to disguise my hurt. Jake turns to look at me and winks "bye Ness" and walks out the door leaving my heart pounding.
I hear his car turn on, his car pounding loudly but quietly to his music, Niki minaj, his car wheels squeal out of the driveway.
"Bye Jake" I say to myself and flop back down onto the bed.
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