Kf: Hey!! Well I'm feeling depressed right now so I decided to this song fic!! Of course it's about Seto ^_^; and it's to the rolling stones "Paint it black"
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As I think of my childhood my heart aches and slowly breaks I try to shrug it off but the memories keep on coming taking over my mind. I'm slowly devoured in darkness. I can't stand to see colours anymore I wish that this whole damn world was black.
// I see a red door and I want it painted black
No colours anymore I want them to turn black
I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes
I have to turn my head until my darkness goes//
Now I'm walking through the park. Only to remember this place where I had my first experience of love of course it didn't last. I never want to love again, I hate myself and Mokuba is gone now, I have no love left. As I'm walking past I notice people turning their heads in disgust, of course nobody cares about me. Or even tries to trust.
// I see a line of cars and they're all painted black
With flowers and my love, both never to come back
I see people turn their heads and quickly look away
Like a newborn baby it just happens everyday//
While the memories are still fresh in my mind my darkness grows darker. As I look back on the memories I notice I've become just like him the man I despise, I have no heart just like him, I have no one on my side. I can't feel inside but I prefer it that way. If I could feel inside the pain would be overwhelming. That little puppy of a Duelist once told me to face up to my problems instead of being a jerk. But it's not easy when all you see is black, cold darkness.
// I look inside myself and see my heart is black
I see my red door and it has been painted black
Maybe then I'll fade away and not have to face the facts
It's not easy facing up when your whole world is black//
Yami, Yami once told me it was going to be all right and Yugi said he knew how I felt. No one knows how I feel. I don't see them in a world full of darkness, pain, and loneliness. I don't think it could get any worse than this. I'm on the line of sanity and insanity but that's all right. Because no one cares anyway.
// No more will my green sea go turn a deeper blue
I could not foresee this thing happening to you
If I look hard enough into the setting sun
My love will laugh with me before the morning comes//
My world is black no one is coming to save me. I don't want to see colours! I want to be alone in my darkness. No one can see in the darkness so nobody will be able to see me cry. They don't need to see me cry…I'm not worth their time
// I see a red door and I want it painted black
No colours anymore I want them to turn black
I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes
I have to turn my head until my darkness goes//
No more colours, no more pain, No one likes me so in a crowd or all alone doesn't matter it's all the same. I'll wallow in my self-pity. And you'll all carry on.
// I wanna see it painted black, painted black
Black as night, black as coal
I wanna see the sun, blotted out from the sky
I wanna see it painted, painted, painted, painted black
Yeah//
"I really wish someone would save me from the darkness…but that will never happen. Because I'm just like a shadow I'm not really there…"
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Kf: T_T that was sad.
Yami: T_T **Sniff**
Kf: Review please!!