After Meredith doesn't go to DC, Derek comes home, finding the place he built empty, but it was not as if they left for a few hours. It was like they had never been there.
Disclaimer : I don't own Greys, but if I owned it, Derek wouldn't be Dead, in fact, Patrick... I mean Derek, would walk naked around the Seattle Grace.
Chapter one Where is my song?
The airport was busy.
She had never been a fan of planes, in fact, after the plane crash, she decided not to fly unless it was pretty necessary. A lot of things were constantly happening in her life, and she didn't want to take any risks. It was a non stop. She didn't have to ask for drama because it came in its own way. Even, she could define herself like one of those people who attracted the disasters, or that they just have a lot of bad luck. She used to be happy, just for a while, she had been happy; Happy with things she never thought she could had. But Derek changed everything; It was different. And she was happy.
And when she says was, it's because she doesn't know how to feel anymore, she doesn't know who she is anymore. It was funny, because she had always been an independent woman. Even, when she always thought she was not a Grey because that name didn't belong to her, she had been strong. She knew she was Meredith. She was lost, but she found herself the day she met Derek. It was a good sensation. And suddenly, it became stronger. Stronger and painful. Because she didn't knew love. But someone told her that it was not love if it was not painful.
Loving him, was the worst and the best feeling in the world.
But now, she just didn't know how she felt.
She needed to find herself again, but this time, she knew that Derek couldn't do anything because he was the one who lost her. She just wanted to be Meredith. Not a wife or a surgeon. Just herself. And Derek took all that when he left. She didn't sleep, she barely ate. She didn't have time. And the last time she talked to her husband was three weeks ago. She knew she said they could do this, but now, she was not that sure.
And she was not that sure about if she wanted to see him right now.
So she asked herself.
And the answer was Meredith leaving the airport. But not in a plane.
This is short I know, but its just the introduction, the following chapters, will be longer, about 4k words ! But please please leave a review telling me what you think!