If I Let You Back In…
So I had this idea and decided to see what would come of it….please tell me if I should continue with this or not.
WARNING: This is a story and domestic abuse.
"Callie, honey, I'm home." Arizona called out into the seemingly empty apartment she shared with her loving but unforgiving and angry wife. It has been weeks since she'd done the unforgiving thing but she had hopped Callie would forgive her by now and that their life would go back to normal but that hadn't been the case. Callie held everything in and turn to alcohol to soothe her pain. She never drank in front of Sofia but the almost two year old knew something was different about her mommy. Arizona tried her best to make life normal for her daughter but it was had when she felt so guilty for destroying everything. She wished that Callie would just yell or kick her out already because she hated the person her loving wife became when she drank, she was nasty and mean. She would ever yell or be violent but she would say the worst things to Arizona, making her feel so small, often times she'd make sly remarks about her leg or joke about her being a slut since while making her sleep on the couch.
"Great. Sofia and I are in here room, you almost missed bedtime cuddles." Callie sort of yelled from the back bedroom. She and Sofia were cuddle together under her princess blank reading The Little Mermaid for the hundredth time that week. Callie looked up and genuinely smiled at her wife who was standing in the doorway watching them. "Sof, look who's here!"
"Momma!" The little girl squealed and wiggled out of Callie's arms to run over to her.
Arizona happily scooped the little girl into her arms and cover her chubby cheeks in kisses. "Hey baby girl, have you been good for mommy?" She smiled as the little girl nodded and began walking her back to her bed climbing next to her wife. "Hi." Arizona hesitantly leaned in and kissed Callie softly and to her surprise Callie kissed her back. All three cuddled close and Callie read until Sofia was sound asleep. Once out of their daughter's room Callie asked about Arizona's day.
"It was good, kind of slow, how was yours with Sofia?"
"Perfect, she's perfect"
"She takes after you" Arizona stated with bright smile.
"And yet you still sleep around" The anger was present in her voice.
"Callie…I-I'm really sorry. It was a mistake that I regret every day."
Standing at the cabinet where the wine is kept Callie hastily retrieves a bottle and takes a sip straight from the bottle. Looking over at her wife she holds out the bottle to her. "Want some?"
"No." Arizona sighs, looking up at Callie wondering what happened to the pleasant person she was 20 minutes ago. "Do you have to drink tonight?"
"What is that supposed to mean?"
"Nothing…just that you've been drink more often lately"
"Well I have to drink to be around you otherwise I'll remember what a cheating slut you are and be too disgusted to look at you." Callie spit out before taking another drink for the bottle.
"Calliope, that's just mean!" Arizona couldn't hold back the flood of tears that escaped her eyes. She had never so unloved or disgusting in her life by her wife, even with her leg gone. Callie had always made her feel beautiful and loved.
"Don't Calliope me, I'm not the one who ruined us!" Callie screamed as her words began to slur and she stumbled over to Arizona. "That was you spreading your legs…" Callie didn't finish her statement as she let out a fit of giggles.
Arizona couldn't take it anymore, she was now just as angry as Callie. "NO! I made a mistake, a horrible mistake but we could have worked it out…if still can if you stop with this shit!" Arizona raised her hand and knocked the bottle out of Callie's hands cause it to fall to the floor and shatter. "Stop being a drunk and be the wife I need."
"YOU BITCH!" Rang through her ears as the unimaginable happened, pain was all she felt when she realized what had just happen. Callie had slapped her. She blinked in shock as tears stung her eyes and her face grew hot in anger. Never would she have thought Callie would hit her. That just wasn't the woman she married, Callie never acted out in anger. The startled blonde slowly started to back away from her angry wife which seemed to make her angrier. "Where do you think you're going?" She had never seen Callie so angry before and it made her fear for her life. "You think that you can cheat on me and then just walk out?!" Callie yelled as moved closer to her wife." Where would you even go? You think you could run to your precious Lauren?" Arizona could smell the alcohol on Callie's breath and tried moving away again but she felt strong arms grab her and shove her against the wall. "You aren't going anywhere you ungrateful slut" Looking into Arizona's piercing blue ices Callie saw all the fear and hurt she felt at having her wife betray her and it only led her on. Without even thinking Callie clenched her fist and sent it flying to wife's face. "HOW COULD YOU DO THIS?!" She screamed as she watched the women she loved fall to floor while letting out an agonizing scream. Something inside her told her to stop but with all the anger she couldn't obey, instead she kicked her wife
"STOP!...CALLIE PLEASE!" Arizona felt her whole body go weak as Callie's forceful foot met her stomach. The wind was knocked out of her as lay on the ground readying herself for another kick but it never came, instead she felt a burning sensation at the back of her head as Callie dragged her by her hair across the living room and into their bedroom. The blonde tried to scream for mercy but no sound escaped her battered lungs so she left her chances with a God she hoped was real. Callie yanked her wife up by her hair so that they were face to face "Lauren doesn't want you, you were just the 'How does it feel to sleep with a cripple' experiment. I love you Arizona, why is that never good enough for you?!" She released her golden locks, causing Arizona to fall back smacking her head against the nightstand. The last thing she saw was deep brown eyes staring at her with such hatred before everything went black.
"No pushing Mommy"
Please let me know if this is any good and if I should continue, thank you.