Judas

by NeilPatrickHarrisLover

You're there, sitting under the tree, the shade offered by the branches, that repairs your pale skin from the sun. I watch you from afar. I feel like a traitor, as if I had committed the greatest of sins, and yet a strange force binds me to you.

Judas

Ohohohoh-

I'm in love with Judas

Ohohohoh

I'm in love with Judas-

You're there, sitting under the tree, the shade offered by the branches, that repairs your pale skin from the sun. I watch you from afar: I can not get close to you, I can not touch you, although I would. I feel like a traitor, as if I had committed the greatest of sins, and yet a strange force binds me to you, I'd do anything to be able to be close. The memories emerge, painful and sweet at the same time.

-I 'm just a Holy Fool, oh baby he's so cruel

But I'm still in love with Judas, baby

I'm just a Holy Fool, oh baby he's so cruel

But I'm still in love with Judas, baby

I still feel your lips pressing on mine, violent, full of passion. Your hands that have touched my skin and I, who I've trembled under your touch. You are my greatest enemy, you're a traitor, I hate you, I would get away from you and stay close to the one I love, but you attract me. And here it is the remorse for the acts I committed. I look at the person sitting next to me: he smiles at me, oblivious to everything. I committed a crime, I have betrayed my friends, tying myself to the rival of a lifetime.

-I want to love you,

But something's pulling me away from you

Jesus is my Virtue,

Judas is the demon I cling to

I cling to-

The guilt turn me away from you, push me away from my most treacherous desires. I would stay next to you and not think about the consequences of my actions. I still want those lips on my body, I want to hear again those emotions that overwhelmed me like a river in flood. I still love the guy who is holding me right now, and I'm happy, but I would like cling myself to you, to feel close. I look at your face and your eyes meets mine. They look at me, stare inside my soul, in search of that sin we have committed together and suddenly I see you smile. And as I watch your smirk, I feel my heart beating faster and faster and my cheeks redden. You get up and you walk away from the cool shade and you get close to me.

-See you later, mudblood.- you say, with that adorable grin on his face. I launch you an angry look for the words that came out of your mouth, but at the same time the sound of your voice made me stop the heart. You go and, once away, you turn back to me and you watch me. With that look I know what you mean. Suddenly I get up from the soft grass on which I sat, closing the book I was reading and resting it.

-Where are you going? -

The man I love looks at me with curiosity.

-I left something in the dorm, I'm going to take it .-

I run away and, once away from prying eyes, you take me by the arm, tying me in a kiss full of sensuality. And here, again, those emotions, all mixed together: there is happiness and sadness, there is love and hate at the same time there. And that's the kiss of Judas, the traitor's kiss. And you're the Judas who stole my heart, making it your, chaining it and you're not going to release it, forcing me to live in this eternal vortex of bliss and sin.

-I 'm just a Holy Fool, oh baby he's so cruel

But I'm still in love with Judas, baby

I'm just a Holy Fool, oh baby he's so cruel

But I'm still in love with Judas, baby

Ohohohoh

I'm in love with Judas

Ohohohoh

I'm in love with Judas-