Hey heys my people! This is one of my first fanfictions so don't hate! You hate you don't read. Now here is the story and enjoy!
Tris POV My life is all but perfect after the incident. No one talks, looks, or even gets within 5 feet of me since the incident. Ever since he did this to me my life has been turned upside down. My best friend betrayed me and now I have no one. My name is Beatrice Prior but I call myself Tris; I am a Junior at Dauntless High in Chicago and I have no one but myself. Tobias Eaton was my supposed to be life long friend we went anywhere and everywhere together you could say we were joined at the hip since we were three. Now he will do anything to hate on me.
-Flashback!-It was at last years christmas party he asked me to the dance and never showed up. I was so upset then the next day I confronted him and he just laughed in my face. 'How could I ever go to a party with you!'
-End of Flashback!- I ended up skipping school that day and the rest of the week. Now it is the first day of my junior year and I'm already regretting getting up this morning. After getting ready for the day in a huge sweatshirt and black skinny jeans with my Air Jordans I ran down the stairs and out the door skipping breakfast today. I jump into my new Camaro SS and zoom out of my driveway. On the way to school I pass by my ex-best friend Sandra's house, and per usual she is out there pushed up against her car by Tobias making out. Can it get in worse? Yes he ends up grabbing her ass! "You have to be kidding me! Don't they have anything better to do than suck faces?" I drive the rest of the way to school and get out of my car. Since it is the first day back I go to the office to get my schedule. When I get in there I see my favorite teacher Tori. "Hey Tris you here is your schedule! I can't wait to see you later for art!"
Her Schedule:
1st: AP History- Mr. Peters
2nd: Science- Mrs. Mathews
3rd: Ap English- Ms. Sanders
Lunch
4th: Art- Tori
5th: AP Geometry- Mr. Withers
6th: Gym- Amar
7th: Free
I take my schedule " Thanks Tori and see you later!" Tori is my aunt actually and she is the only one I tell my real feelings to because she actually understands me. Thank god I have free period seventh hour this year now I can leave early and not worry about coming back! I really have no friends except for Christian and Uriah they were the only ones that stayed on my side while the rest of the school was on Tobias or Four's side. Sadly though Christian is still in Cabo with her aunt and Uriah usually skips the first day of school. His mom has been letting him do that since he was in eighth grade lucky! My classes go past like a blur and as soon as it starts it ends. I thought today would be an okay day until I walked to my car. There leaning against my car was Four and one of his other sluts Nita making out. Against my baby! I march up to them and yank them apart "Hey maybe you could suck faces on someone elses car ok!" As soon as those words left my mouth I was regretting them because Four is starring down at me with his usual evil smirk. Thats how I know it's coming "Hey Nita maybe if little Tris lets us borrow her car keys we can help break in her seats for her. I mean it's not like she could stop us with her short height and small body. She is just another bitch I mean look at her!" The whole parking lot is laughing but I don't care I feel nothing just numbness as I get in to my car and drive home. When I get to my house I race up the steps ignoring my moms questions on how the day went. I block everything out and slam my door then lock it, but thats not enough I end up screaming then stomping into the bathroom to only fall on the floor. When I hit the cold tile floor I bust out into wild laughter sounding like a maniac. After my laughing episode my eyes land on the drawer, the drawer that holds my relief. I crawl/limp over to the drawer and slide it out looking at it's contents counting all twelve of my razors making sure they are all here. Also in my drawer sits some old pictures of me and my old friends and my pain killer bottle I ignore those for now though instead I stare at my razors. Picking up my favorite one I remember the time I found it
-Flashback!-I'm walking down the sidewalk to my favorite store The Hippie Spot. It was a week after the accident and this has became my new favorite store. As I look through the shelves I find a silver razor with peace signs and birds. I started to laugh because why would something so dangerous have happy signs on it? I ended up buying it and I still never regret getting it. It was the start of my addiction.
-End of Flashback!- I get why those symbols are engraved there now because this razor does make me feel happy it takes the pain away for awhile at least and that is good enough for me. Will it always be enough though or will the high run out one day? After an hour of cutting I decide to take a shower and then go to sleep. Hopefully I will wake up tomorrow and all my problems will be just a funny dream. Yah right! As I fall asleep the last thing I think Is Why not someone else what did I do wrong to have this happen to me? Why me?
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