Life is like

Wufei stood up and walked across the kitchen. I watched him in silent awe. that man was something to covet. he not only was good looking, he was smart, funny...at times. Kindof a bad boy too! caring and kind. In his own way of corse! he noticed my stare and looked over at me. "Duo? Did u want a soda too?" i snap to and laugh. the others were looking at me. "Idiot." Wufei mumbled and closed the fridge.

If only he knew how much it ment to me when he called me an idiot. he wont say it harshly. it always sounds so sweet. he also has no idea how much it means to me when he thinks enough about me to offer me a soda, or something like that. he always thinks about me. or maybe I'm over thinking things.

But, he notices things about me that no one else does. like my love of apples. he'll always pick up a bundle at the market. he sees how much I love pizza! he's cooked it for me before! he's good at it! I'm picky about bath sope. he gets the right kind! I don't like a certain song he does, but he wont listen to it when I'm around.

Like I said, thoughtful! is it just me or does he like me. but last i checked he wasnt into guys. I mean, I'm not either. well, no, I guess you could call it Bi. damn it I would go full on homo for him! He looked over at me one more time after sitting back down at the table. "Duo?" he mumble. I must have had a weird look on my face because Quatre giggled behind his hand. "Yeah?" I say looking at him. "You ok?"

AM I OK?! No! my tong isn't in your mouth and you're not squirming in Extacy! ...Whoe...slow down Duo. "I'm fine." I say. "Ok. you're sure?" I nod. I was blushing. one thing I was sure of. because of his face. He was smiling. and his eyes were soft. "Ok, if you say so. I wont bug you anymore." He said. "I say you should!" Said Heero. "Bug him! Till he's dead!" Trowa laughed. "AH! Hey!" I shout. Wufei laughed. "Not a bad Idea!" he said.

I look over at him in disbelief. I pout, "Why ya gatta be so mean..." he giggles and pats my head. "Shut up Maxwell." I smile. I loved him. yep. Thats what it was, I loved him. I wonder if he could tell. He knows everything else by lookin at me. and what if he did. I start to shaking. oh gods...what if he knew!

"Duo? hate to bug you...but you ok? seriously." He mumbles his last line. "Y-yeah, fine." I say. "uh...maybe you should go lay down, there's a bug goin round. I'll bring you some tea." said Quatre. I stood up. "Ok." I say. I was freaking out. I have bad panic attacks and this was pulling on my nerves. "Ok..." I say again. Wufei stood up. He placed his hands on my shoulders and I about turned to jello.

"I got it." He said softly. "Ok." I say once more. I couldn't really see. "I'll take care off the tea too." He said. I saw, out of the corner of my eye, Quatre get up and grab some stuff from the counter. "Come on." Wufei said. "can you walk?" I thought I nodded. the shock took over when he picked me up!

He carried me to my room and layed me in my bed. "I'll be back in a moment with some tea." he said. "Fei?" He turned around. "I don't want tea. Will you just sit with me?" He smiled and walked over and sat on my bed. I sat up, and he looked concerned. "Im ok." I say. "Are you?" he says. I laugh. "Ok. well, you scared me." my face got hot. I lower my head. "I'm sorry." I say. He pats my head. "Dont." he said. I look up, with his hand still on my head. my eyes wide. "This is the closest we've ever gotten." he scoffed. "don't get comfy." He snapped, removing his hand. ow...at that point my chest hurt. for real...why did it hurt?

I opened my eyes and looked around. I was in a hospital. I sat up fast in shock. Heero was by my side. "No no. stay down." he said. "What the fuck is going on!" my heart was beating so hard it kinda hurt. Oh! my heart...

"Heero...did I..." he cut me off. "No, but you came close. they say it was you're nerves or something to do with stress." he said sitting back in the ugly chair by my bed. "Wufei." I say simply. Heero looked up. "wow, you did black out! I'm tellen ya, all I saw was Wufei rushing through the living room cradling you in his arms. he brought you here." I about wanted to cry. "Where is he?" I ask. "waiting room." He said. I lower my head. I'm sure he was taking blame for my condition.

"do you want me to go get him?" Heero asked. I looked over at him, because he sounded despondent. he was, resting his chin on his hand and looking out the window. "Whats wrong?" I ask. "When are you gunna start taking medication!" He shouted as he jumped out of his chair. Heero was never good at feelings. he bursts at odd moments. "Wha?!" I start. He kept going. "I mean really! you could have died! then what you moron! no really! Then what. you'd be dead that's what! Where would we be?!"

"I didnt" I didn't get a chance to finish. "And what about your precious Wufei!? How do you think he felt?! how do you think he would react to your death?! hum?" my eyes became filled with tears. for two reasons. one, I was loved around here, and he was right. "Heero, calm down." I whisper in tears. he was shaking, but he sat down. "How can you be so selfish." was all he said.

Cool, One chap down.

Duo: This was written at a bar.

Spoot: shhhhhh

Duo: XD