A/N: This just popped into my head one day, hope you readers like it. And this is a death fic.

Title: Never

Summary: I know that now it's to late, that now I'm to late.

Disclaimer: None of it belongs to me, even though I wish it did, it doesn't.

Pairing: KIBBS

Rating: PG

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I've never told you how much you mean to me.

I've never told you how much I love you.

I've never told you that you do a good job at your work.

I've never told you how beautiful your smile is.

I've never told you how beautiful you are.

I've never held you close to me.

I've never felt the sweet caress of your lips against mine.

I've never held your heart in my hands.

I don't know you that well.

I don't know your family.

I don't know your friends.

I don't know your favorite color, or your favorite food.

I don't know your favorite restaurant, or how you like your coffee.

I don't know what kind of books you read, or what your favorite one is.

I have no idea if you know me that well, or if you like me.

I have no idea if you think I'm mean, or that I'm nice.

I know that I'll never get to tell you that you mean a lot to me, that I love you, that you do a good job, and that your beautiful.

I know that I'll never get to hold you close to me, that I'll never get to feel the sweet caress of your lips against mine, that I'll never hold your heart in my hands.

I know that I'll never get to know you that well, that I'll never get to know your family, that I'll never get to know your friends.

I know that I'll never get to ask you what your favorite color is, what your favorite food is, what your favorite restaurant is, what your favorite book is, or how you like your coffee.

I know that now it's to late, that now I'm to late.

I know that you'll be gone when I wake up tomorrow morning, that I'll always wonder what if.

I know I have to say goodbye, that I have to let you go, and that I can never look back.

I can never know.

"Goodbye." he said out loud as he held her hand in the dimly lit hospital room.

She lay there quiet and still as he fought the feeling to cry.

The doctors had told him she would pass soon, and that she would loose her battle.

She couldn't talk, and she couldn't hear him.

The rest of her co-workers had said their goodbyes, and had been able to see her this one last time.

He sat there, in the chair next to her bed, holding her hand till he slowly fell asleep.

On the bed lay Caitlin Todd, her hand held by Jethro Gibbs as she fell into a sleep she would never wake up from.

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A/N: Please review, good or bad it helps me know what you thing and what I can do better on.