My new story is finally out! Please review and let me know what you think!

Disclaimer:I do NOT own Twilight or any of its characters. I do not own the German National Anthem (I hope though that i got it right and spelled it right), but i do own a pretty amazing song about Peanut Butter that i wrote!

anyway Enjoy!

Edward P.O.V.

I am a vampire.

I have been for 108 years. Most of you know that though, what you don't know is the pain of not having a mate, while the rest of your family does.

The sounds that echo throughout a quiet, restful house at night, that let me hear the loving sounds my family make.

And then if I'm not careful I read their minds which make it even worse. I probably appear very discourteous or unappreciative, but believe me I'm not. It's just that how can I feel happy for my family and their relationships if I have never been in one?

If I have never found my other half.

If I have never experienced love.

I don't feel the need for it either. Sometimes I do, because I appear like a seventeen year old teenager, when I am actually a century old.

I don't need someone to make me happy. I can be happy. I hunt happily, I rough house with my brothers happily, I try to be happy when Alice drags me on a ridiculous shopping spree.

I have my books, my piano, my CD's and my TV. What else do I need? Surely not an eternal companion.

So why does Alice keep coming up with ridiculous match making schemes? She says I'm a temper mental teenager, but I'm fine. Really I am.

Every day it's a new idea that will flash through her mind. She supports it, surrounding it in details, pros, cons, before dropping it and going back to whatever it was that she was doing before.

They seem ludicrous and absurd and I just hope the day will never come when she decides to actually put one of her plans into action…because I won't agree on any account.

Nine in the morning…

I stood from my piano, where I had been entertaining multiple new sounds, and walked into our sitting room and awaited the time for my family to come downstairs for our day to begin.

It is a Saturday so we do not have to go to the local high school that we attended years back, and have recently moved back. The first person down the stairs was Alice, followed closely by Jasper who is less tense and more relaxed today, now that he is not surrounded by the blood-filled humans.

It is harder for Jasper to relax completely like the rest of us are able to yet. He is the newest of us and still has a larger thirst for human blood.

I can barely remember the taste of human blood. The fire and heat in the back of my throat is bad, but it's not unbearable.

Followed after the first couple is my proxy parents Carlisle and Esme. Esme kissed my head and walked into her kitchen. Carlisle walked into his office to get his stuff ready for his job at the local hospital.

He does his job very well because of all of his experience. The nurses are very smitten with him because one of the "perks" of being a vampire is being beautiful and irresistible. But once vampires mate, they mate for life.

I could hear Alice's tinkling laughter in the other room, followed closely by Jasper's deeper laughter.

The last couple to descend the stairwell were Rosalie and Emmett. Emmett was sporting the thoughts of the couples actions of the night before making me wince. No one wants to see or hear that, but I get both.

Being a vampire also has the advantage of having excellent hearing, which is good on a normal basis, but bad at night when the humans sleep and the vampires…play.

"Good morning Edward!" Alice chirped skipping into the room holding Jasper's hand.

"Morning," I replied curtly. Oh Edward, You'll find her eventually. Then you can have all the fun you want! Emmett thought to me laughing out loud.

I growled at him and walked into the kitchen with Esme who was cleaning even though our house is spotless all the time, even to enhanced vampire senses.

"Hello Edward!" Esme said smiling at me. I nodded with a small smile and sat down at one of the rarely used barstools.

"Do you all have plans for today?" Esme asked looking up at us.

"Yes Esme we are going for a hike!" Alice said with a smile singing songs in French backwards so I couldn't tell what she was planning.

"Ok have fun," Esme said leaving the room.

"Edward go get dressed, and take a shower too!" Alice commanded. I sighed, but went up into my room and walked into the bathroom to take a shower.

The nasty smelling water ran over my body as I washed my brownish hair and tried to invade Alice's mind to see what she is planning. Now she is singing Germany's national anthem-Das lied der Deutshen.

I growled and slammed the knob on the shower to off, before drying off and walking into my room, with the towel around my waist.

I entered my room and walked to my closet that is stuffed full of clothes that Alice demands on purchasing for me.

I opened my closet door and saw…

Cliffy! Sorry I personally hate cliffy's but I needed some way to keep you curious. If you want to know what happens next...REVIEW!

I only have the next chapter written, but i was thinking that maybe i might write a human verson of this story. If you like this story so far, let me no what u think. It might take me a while to update with school and everything.

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