All We'll Ever Be
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter.
Somewhere, I know he waits for me. And someday, he'll realize I'm the one for him. They all say that he's the one. But what if I'm not so sure? Don't I have to love him back? Or is it not in my right to love him back...it's now an obligation? What if...even though my mind's made up, my heart isn't following it.
Some say that once you make up your mind, your heart will follow. But is that really true? Will your heart really just follow what your mind makes up?
I want him to love who I am. So that means I can't judge him either, but I don't think I love him. Not for who he is now, but maybe in a odd way of friendship I love who he used to be.
They say I'm in denial. What happens when denial is over, and I'm telling the truth. Do I love him even then?
What happens when the walls are down, and I know I don't love him. Then who are you to go tell him that I love him. Who are you to break my friendship with him?
Who are you, to scare him away? He was the one thing I thought couldn't lose.
He was my best friend. I love him, but not in the way that you think. Just because he's my best friend doesn't mean that I'm hiding anything from you. I'm not holding back. I just don't love him like you think I do. I love him like my best friend. But I don't think I love him.
I miss him like nothing else. Yes, he's the one thing I would never be able to stand to lose. And you just took him away from me.
What do you want me to tell you? Because, I don't love him. He's just my friend. Don't try to force a love that isn't going to happen.
That's all we'll ever be.