Rose petals

Summary: Sora has found himself lost within the darkness he'd fought so many years to defeat, dangling on the last thread of his sanity and his last breath he calls one person to come and give him light. Now Riku has to decide which is more important. The birth of a new darkness, or another piece of his heart. Riku and Sora! Slashy to the second power! Enjoy and review! Oh yeah this is my first try at a slash so be nice and give me some help I'm open for Ideas

Disclaimer: yup I still don't own KH but I will one day!

Chapter 1

Porcelain

Slowly he brought his head up from his pillow. The golden rays of the sun welcomed him through an open window, followed by the cool breeze of a new day. He ran his thin fingers through his flawless silver hair. The sound of the waves crashing upon the beach could be heard, and the distant sound of life sang into his ears. He exhaled and dropped his feet to the cool wooden floor.

"Hey ya' nice to finally see your awake sleepy head." Wakka's thick island accent was the last thing he needed to hear this early in the morning.

"Hey Wakka," he greeted politely, or as politely as he could bark out, being the non-morning person he was, "has Sora come back yet?"

"Ya' he's in the secret place waiting for ya'," Wakka explained calmly standing up from the flimsy wooden chair Riku had placed beside his book case, he took a short glance at Riku and closed the door wordlessly behind him.

After a quick ten minuet shower Riku walked out of the shower clasping a towel around his waist. Sora sat with his head slumped and his eyes half open.

"Sora," Riku said the grey drapes danced in the wind behind Sora, "Sora," Riku reiterated stepping forward still clutching onto his towel.

"Riku," Sora voice was heavy and more serious then Riku had heard in his many years of friendship, "I need to talk to you."

"Ok," Riku grabbed the shirt and pants that he had laid out on top of the wooden chair that sat next to the bathroom, " let me just throw something on." He closed the door behind him. He clutched his hand to his chest and inhaled. His heart was beating fast and his breath was short, as if Sora had stolen his life away from him.

"Shit," he whispered to himself pulling his tight black shirt over his perfect abs and throwing on a pair of baggy grey jeans that still managed to show of the form of his legs. He checked him self over in the mirror and ran his fingers through his hair. He nodded and allowed himself out of the bathroom. Sora sat in the same position his back was slumped.

"Sora," Riku sat beside his friend trying to catch a glimpse of Sora's sky blue eyes, "what's the matter?" Sora traced his arms up his friend's muscular arm until his eyes fell into Riku's.

"I," a sob forced its way from him and he fell into Riku's chest. His body jolted up and down violently with every breath that parted his lips. He wanted so badly to kiss him, take those sobs away and make them his own. He wanted hold him, he wanted to steal his pain from him and give him wings to fly away but not away so far away he couldn't embrace him.

"Sora," Riku whispered resting his chin upon the top of Sora's head, his thick brunette hair tickling his face, "Sora what's the matter?"

Slowly he brought his head from his chest and looked into Riku's eyes, his sky blue eyes were still half closed and puffy, his cheeks were flushed and his lips were pouting. Riku sighed and ran his fingers slowly through his friend's hair.

"Please," Riku whispered into Sora's ear, "Stop crying, please." Sora hugged his arms around his friend tighter. Riku did the same, he didn't want to let him go, if he did he knew he would drift away forever leaving him with another piece of his heart dangling from a crimson thread. He pulled Sora closer, so close it felt as if their breaths were as one, and their hearts beat in unison. He didn't want to let his angel go, but he knew his angel needed his wings back. Sora looked back up at him, his eyes were cold and lost in Riku's arms, he looked as if he did something wrong. Then he fell back into Riku's chest.

"I want you to kill me."

Ok that's the end of this chapter, I hope you enjoyed it and please review with your comments should I continue? I'm open for opinions!