"We're leaving …just me and the family" the words seemed to pick me up and throw me around the forest I was now in.
"What, I don't know what your saying, you wouldn't do that!" the fury in me rose at the betrayal he was committing.
"I can't pretend I belong with you any more, it's to painful" I fell to the floor and looked up at him.
"You lied to me" I whispered "dam you! You broke your promise to me. How could you?" I asked lamely
"I said I would be with you as long as you needed me," he answered coldly
"Well I do need you" I tried defiantly
"No… you want me, need and want are two totally different things" he kept himself composed and stable, why wasn't he in an emotional breakdown like me!
"What do you want me to do when you're gone? Play happy families?" I said bitterly
"I know it seems painful now but you'll forget me, time heals all wounds for humans"
"How can I forget you when you were the one who brought me to life in the first place?"
" I destroyed your chances at a normal life Bella, right now you should be hating me for the cold hearted monster I am" his eyes filled with anger but at what, me? Or himself?
"You wont die or get old you know, you'll have to live with this for your entire existence" I challenged. He sighed
"To die would be an awfully big adventure" for a split second he seemed a million miles away, lost in his dreams.
"To live would be an awfully big adventure too, you leave and there wont be a single part of me that lives" I blurted out. It was the truth, he had to know that!
"Bella please, as one door closes another one opens, you'll find a new person to spend a normal human life with" he answered me as if he grew wearisome of me talking.
"Why are you doing this, do you not love me?" I asked quietly
"No" was his only response. He turned and headed back the way we had came.
"Don't bother trying to find me again Bella, please, it wouldn't do both of us any good"
"Wait!" I called out, he stopped for a portion of a second but carried on walking out of my life "please just let me say goodbye to everyone, you owe me that" I continued and this made him stop and turn back to me.
"Fine, but I can't promise a happy reunion," he growled and he grabbed my hand and slung me over his back roughly. This was in complete juxtaposition to what I usually felt when on my angels back. This was wrong! Oh god give me courage to get through this. By the end of the day I would have lost everything that matters to me and I would be only half of Bella Swan but will that be enough?