A/N: Well here it is the story; this is actually going to be co-authored by my friend Donyel or XxPiratesxX, because it was originally her plot line and me Foreverinlove17 who is the author of the fan fic Forgiveness. We have changed some parts of the story and don't be shocked the Bella and Edward might seem a little occ sometimes. It is just necessary and well is going to happen. Anyway enjoy reading the story. It would probably be better if you read the story before this named Lost Memories. I know this author's note is rather lengthy and confusing but still had to do it. Enjoy reading and review if you please.

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight or New Moon characters they are stephenie Meyer's come to think of it I don't even own this plot it belongs to donyel.. Poor me not owning anything.

(A little note added in by Donyel. you have to read Lost Memories by me to actually understand this)

Five Years Later:

I sat on the side of my bed as I heard a huge crashing sound. I heard Lucy screaming unnecessarily loud at the bottom of the stairs.

"Oh that brat is going to get it. Dominic you better be hiding in a good place because when I find you." She didn't even bother to finish her sentence instead she let out low growl to show how serious her threat was.

Before I knew what was happening Lizzie flew into my room "Bella you have to help Dominic find a hiding spot. Lucy is on a rampage."

"Why does it even matter Lucy is just going to find her anyways and personally I do not want to get in between a vampire who controls fire, and a vampire who can move things with her while they are fighting." I shook the idea out of my head. "I would rather go kiss one of my enemies."

"No you would rather go kiss Ed…"

My eyes flashed white, and Lizzie backed away in fear. I took a deep breathe, closed my eyes, and waited for the anger to pass. "Sorry," I murmured after I was sure my eyes had turned back to their normal topaz color. "I didn't mean to scare you Lizzie. I love you like a sister and I would never hurt you, it is just I don't like talking about Edward it is obvious things weren't mean tot be." Hurt and pain were evident in my voice, but I turned away from her, not wanting her to see the expressions play out on my face.

"No you shouldn't be apologizing I should be. I am sorry I know how you are still really sensitive about him Bella."

I heard another large crashing noise. This was really starting to annoy me. I got off the edge of the bed and decided to go break up Dominic's and Lucy's fight before some piece of furniture I actually liked was deemed collateral damage. Lucy's voice was obnoxiously loud as I made my way down the stairs.

"How dare you burn all my clothes? Do you know how much I spent on those things? Some of those things were priceless and now they are ruined."

I heard Dominic chuckle as a vase came flying towards her head. I sighed mentally, that was one of the good vases too. Dominic's laughter enraged Lucy more and she reached over and picked up my new stereo.

"No," I tired to jump in front of Dominic and to catch and save my newly purchased item, but instead it met the side of my face. The metal shattered as it reached my marble skin. A look of fear spread across both girls face. I was so angry I couldn't control it. My eyes turned white like snow and before I could even register it Dominic and Lucy went flying into separate corners of the room.

"You guys are so immature. Can't you get along for more than twenty minutes?" My voice was harsh and low. I looked at both girls wanting an answer. They looked away not wanting to anger the monster inside of me more. I sighed slightly and let them slide down to the bottom of the walls.

"Bella you really have to control you anger better."

"I know Lucy," I snapped. I instantly felt bad for my behavior; I was the one acting like a child now. "I am going to go for a run."

I ran back upstairs and changed into more comfortable clothes; I pulled my chocolate brown hair into a messy bun and pulled on my favorite shoes. I ran downstairs with my head down avoiding their gazes.

"Are you going to be back in time for school?" Lizzie asked she was probably concerned about my well being and whether or not she was going to have to suffer through being hit on by human boys all by herself.

"Yah, I just need time to clear my mind." I picked my I pod up off the coffee table and headed towards the door. I turned the music up to the point where I could feel slight pain in my sensitive ears from the volume. I loved the pain it inflicted on my body. The thought of how I use to release my anger came back to mind and I looked down at my arm. Even as a vampire some of the marks didn't leave me, the scars stood out against my perfect milky white skin. Sometimes I wished I could just do it one more time. Sometimes I wished I could just feel the cool blade grazing across my skin, and the red liquid flowing freely from my veins. Sometimes I just wish I could feel the utter control over the pain I was inflicting on myself was such a wonderful feeling.

I stopped thinking about things I couldn't do anymore and started to focus on my running. I wanted take my time and let my mind sort things out. I don't know how long I ran, I just ran and before I knew it, it was already six thirty.

Shit I was going to be late. I picked up my pace to my natural speed and made it back to the house in minutes. A look of relief crossed over everyone's face as I stopped through the front door. I walked right past them and up to my room for my daily shower.

The warm water soothed my cold skin. I quickly washed my hair and go out, not need to linger doing something I didn't even have to do. I blow dried my hair pen straight and pulled it up into a high ponytail, leaving my bangs to hang over my eyes. I pulled on a pair of dark blue jeans and put on a deep red sweater that contrasted nicely with my skin. For makeup I applied a simple layer of mascara, eye liner, and lip gloss. I slipped on my jet black ballet flats and grabbed my bag as I headed towards the front door. All three girls were already downstairs waiting on me.

They all looked beautiful as always. Dominic's curly, dark, brown hair was thrown up into a messy bun while random curls were left loose and flowed freely around her face. She was wearing a brown short sleeved polo and a pair of khakis.

Lucy looked like most guys dreams. Her long blonde hair was curled slightly and was being held back by a sheer polka dot scarf. She was wearing a pair of white pants and blue black and pink polka dotted shirt that matched her scarf perfectly.

I looked over to Lizzie who like me didn't care much about her appearance. She was wearing a pair of dark blue, almost black, skinny jeans with a long sleeved pale yellow shirt. She was wearing her favorite pair of wedges that I had bought her for her birthday. Her hair was simple, down and pen straight.

Even though I myself was a vampire I still couldn't believe that I was actually that beautiful. Lucy left the foyer and came back with two keys in her hand.

"Seeing as how you like to drive, Bella you pick. Cadillac? Or Mercedes?"

I rolled my eyes at how Lucy always liked to play these little games. I had attempted many, many times to try and get them to understand that teenagers who were inhumanely beautiful, wore expensive clothes, and drove expensive cars did not mix well with the human race, but their standards were to high and they refused to back down.

"Hurry up Bella we have to go pick up Zac before we can go."

I reached up and picked the keys to the Cadillac. I liked the sway the car sounded better. Lucy's eyes gleamed signaling she really wouldn't have been too happy if I did pick the Mercedes.

I headed towards the door and the others follow. I still didn't get why we had to go to school but Dominic and Lucy had insisted. Which was rare because those too never agreed on anything.

I unlocked the car and got in the drivers seat. I loved to drive, it was fast pace, it was an add reline rush, but most of all I was in control. Lizzie slid into the passenger's seat as I fired up the car.

I heard Dominic groan slightly and began to murmur about having to share the backseat with Lucy and Zach.

I tiled my head back slightly and let out a round of laughter. Lucy looked as if she was trying to think of someway to make Dominic pay about her comments, but then decided against it. We couldn't have been in the car for than a few minutes and they already were starting to bicker.

Lucy's cell phone began to ring. The ringer was overly loud and annoying. Lizzie and Dominic scrunched their aces at the pain, but I smiled it was a good feeling. I decided to tune out Lucy's voice. I didn't want to intrude in on her phone conversations. I heard Lucy's phone snap shut and when I took a glance at her in the review mirror she seemed to be pouting.

Lizzie turned around in her seat to look at Lucy. "What's wrong Lucy?"

"Nothing," Lucy replied staring out the window trying to avoid Lizzie's gazes.

"Really because I am pretty sure something is wrong." She raised her eyes brow in suspicion.

"Zach called he doesn't a ride"

I looked in the review mirror to see her eyes flash sad for a moment, she was sad that he wasn't near her.

I whipped the car around in the opposite direction of Zac's house sped towards the school. I looked own at the navigation for a moment to make sure I didn't miss the turn when I felt Lizzie's hands jerking the steering wheel in a different direction.

I looked up at her incredulously, was she questioning my driving skills. She pointed to wards the road and a silver Volvo with dark tinted windows passed us on the right and I could have sworn I heard an angelic voice saying "stupid human drivers."

Lizzie lightly tapped my shoulder. "Are you okay Bella? Maybe I should drive; I have never seen you almost crash."

"No, I am sorry I was just concentrating on the navigation system for too long."

At my words I received three very skeptical stars from the people I called my family.

I gently brushed Lizzie's hand off the steering wheel and resumed my normal speed. In no time we pulled into the school's parking lot my mind went crazy when I saw the silver Volvo again. I closed my eyes to take a deep breathe and his face seemed appeared beneath my eye lids.

What if it was him? Should I take him back now?

I growled at myself, angered by the fact that I was even considering him apart of my life anymore.

I walked quickly to the office building. The school was small yet comforting. There wasn't a large student population which meant that we were going to be center stage today, I groaned at the fact, my lips were turning down into a frown.

Lucy wasn't happy with my expression so she quickly elbowed me and pointed to her face aiming at the dazzling smile set upon her lips.

I put on the best cheesy smile as possible. I walked into the office first and everyone quickly followed. I was the youngest in our family in vampire years and human but the trust and loyalty my family had in me was undying.

I walked up to the secretary, my cheesy smile still plastered upon my face and told her who we were and our names. A usual she was dazzled at first but quickly gained her composure and started tapping her foot and running her hand through the ends of her chestnut brown hair. I assumed they were nervous habits that usually helped her calm her nerves, but in our presence they weren't doing anything.

I heard her heart flutter and her breathe catch in her chest as all four of us thanked her and smiled all at the same time.

Dominic could barely contain her laughter as we walked out of the small building. When we finally were outside she began to laugh so hard she had to put her hands on her knees to keep herself from falling over.

Lizzie and I were shooting her daggers because she was starting to draw a crowd. Her laughter stopped quickly when she saw Lizzie and mine's expression. This however made Lucy giggle and she received a look as well.

We stood around for a couple of minutes comparing schedules. We discovered we were all in the same lunch block and Lucy and Dominic had chemistry and women's chorus together. The look Dominic's face when she found out she would have to sing was one of torture and frustration. Lucy seemed content enough and grabbed Dominic's arm and started pulling her towards chorus, which she had already nicknamed Hades.

It turned out that Lizzie was in my pre- calculus and gym class which was great because I would be so bored I needed a complain in both.

As Lizzie and I continued to try and find out gym class I felt like it was the parting of the Red Sea. People backed against their lockers and left a small path for Lizzie and me to walk through. With every motion their eyes watched, analyzing our every move. Lizzie like myself was embarrassed in all the attention and continued to stare forward at nothing, avoiding looking someone in the face. I however tilted my headed down towards the ground starring at the patters squares on the floor. I glanced up quickly to see a short haired, pale girl dance around the corner and down a hallway. My mind immediately jumped to the conclusion and assumed it was Alice. I spent the rest of the walk to the gym trying to convince myself that the Volvo, the voice, and the short haired, graceful girl were all huge coincidences. Unfortunately my theory was mashed to pieces as Lizzie opened the door to the gym.

A/N: SO what did you think hoped you like it, donyel will be writing the next chapter and it is my turn to sit back and add in random influences? Always pictures of all characters minus Bella and the Cullens are in our profile so go check them out. Thanks for reading, review if you please. Peace.

Dude, Sasha how dare you... I had to add something in didn't I? PEACE OUT HOMIE! oh yeah I'm Gangsta xxDonyelxx