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Alice As A Human
What if Alice had remembered more of her humanity? Here's what I think would be cool. I just played around with different suicides. Tell me the truth. I know it's awful. It's my first piece. Ever. Some info may be off a little. If it is, sorry! I read twilight series awhile ago , but I'm reading them all over again to get more detail.
"One day, my mother and I were in the parlor of our home, I was speaking to her then abruptly stopped, with a far off look in my eyes. It only lasted about 30 seconds, but when it was over I just remember seeing that my cousin Caroline was going to be proposed to. The next day, Caroline and her fiance, Richard, came over to tell us the news. That's when the visions began. They continued , most were just visions of things I already suspected to happen, like where we would go out to dinner. But other times, they were odd, tragic, very far off into the future, or 5 minutes into the future. Back then, they were erratic and random. But after a few months, one plagued me by day and haunted me by night.
"It was a vision of my little sister, Collette. My visions predicted that she would get cancer. But as time went on, the visions got more lengthly and stretched farther in to the future. She got cancer. They were coming true. I was slowly loosing my mind, at least, that's what everyone told me. They said that there was no way I was having visions. Desperate for them to stop, I saw phycologist after phycologist, but they all told me the same thing. 'It is either stress or just vivd nightmares or daydreams.' After a few months, they continued but I kept them to myself. I had a vision of a funeral. Collette's funeral. She looked about the same age now. The date on the grave stone was two days away.
"The next day, I told my father what I had seen. He just waved me away at first. Then I got hysterical, screaming and yelling and crying. I was sent then to the asylum. When the next day, I received a call from my mother. Collette was dead. I was right. But my parents refused to acknowledge it. Instead, they kept me in the asylum. The date on my death certificate is the same on Collette's. The people at the asylum told my parents it was a reaction to the tranquilizers they had given me after I got the knowledge of Collette's death. But I remember. They never found a body. I remember. Slitting my wrist with the only sharp object I could find. It was a piece of sharp metal I think. I was so hysterical I hardly remember. It was an attempted suicide. I couldn't handle Collette's death. Even though, she had cancer, she would have died eventually, most likely soon. But I can't help but feel guilty. We were so close, even though we were a few years apart, we were like twins. And I didn't want to live in this world without her. The other half of me.
"I guess another vampire had been at the asylum, cause when I woke up, I was changed. I remember the fire and burning pain coursing through my veins, but I honestly thought I was just dying. I had no idea what death felt like. I still don't know who the vampire was, but as I was changed, I got control on my visions. I saw my future with Jasper and the rest of the Cullens. That was the only thing that kept me from killing entire towns cause of bloodlust. First, I went to find Jasper, my soul mate. And then after I found him, we went together to find Carlisle and Esme. And, here we are today."