I was listening to some love and sadder songs while thinking about Stiles. I then got to thinking about what Stiles says and what he probably wants to say. It all, somehow, led to this. I'm not really sure whom Stiles would be saying this to. I am more of a Sterek fan, but I think this works for all. Go ahead and imagine whomever you want for this. I would very much appreciate that after you read this that you post a review or send me a PM. I do not own Teen Wolf or any of its characters.
You know I am really talkative. I don't even really like my voice or what I say, but I feel like I need to say it. Much like now.
Sometimes the words just seem to vomit out of my mouth.
Sometimes I think I could just open my mouth and physical words would just start falling out.
Will you listen to what I have to say?
Will you be patient about me getting to the point?
I do try to just tell you the important parts, but sometimes the details seem so big that I don't know what to do with it.
I do want to make more sense, but sometimes I don't even make sense to myself.
Do you mind if I just ramble on here?
Do you mind listening to what I say?
Please listen to my words. You don't have to understand their meaning to make me happy.
Please don't give me a blank look. That hurts more than people turning away from me because of my words.
I wish my words would create something more.
I wish that someone will understand that there are clues to what I want in my words.
I think I love it when you smile at my words.
I think I love it when you ask questions to understand my words.
It scares me that you want to hold my hand because my words made you feel good. Every time you touch me I want more of you, but how much longer will you want any part of me.
It kills me a little when you frown at my words when I can't make them work. Every time you turn away I want to offer more of myself onto the table for you, but how much more 'til you have had your fill.
Can we pretend that I am on a stage putting on a show for you? If you like what you see and hear, you can stay in your seat for. If you don't like what you see and hear, you can leave and I will understand and make sure the show continues on.
Can we pretend that I am something mythical and temporary? If you love the thought of something like me, then maybe you will love the real me, but if you don't, then you can know that I was never real. If you love me today, then maybe you will love me tomorrow, but if you ever stop, then you can know we were only meant to be for a little while.
Are you still listening?
I love you.