I sat on the warm floor of the shower for what seemed like hours just letting the soothing water run down my chest and legs, my back pressed against the cool tiles of the far wall. Encased in the glass room, I thought of nothing just rested my eyes and body. Stress was something Sebastian told me I had too much of, so instead of a bath I decided on using my steamy shower room.

I could faintly hear the sound of the door sliding open , and could feel some cool air bush on my feet. Sebastian walked in and I folded my legs over each other and slumped so that I could shield all of my nudity form him, as the water of the tub usually did for me.

"You are beginning to wrinkle…" his soft deep voice cooed at me, " are you ready to retire to your room?"

I opened my cobalt blue eye and looked at his face… Stoic as always… "Not just yet"

"Young master I can not allow you to be in here, any longer and you could become ill with this heat."

I closed my eye and turning away from him, I stood. I reached out my arm and turned the nob for hot water , then the cold. The water abruptly stopped and I stood in the moist air already feeling cooler. I sat down again and opened my eye to look at him. " Now that It is cooler I can stay longer."

"Not for long, before it will become too cold." He then slickly, and almost silently slid the door closed behind him with his shoe. " Now the air is trapped and you can enjoy this cool off. As always I am to keep you pleased."

"But now, like the air, you too are trapped." I said felling as if I had outsmarted him, a smug look on my face.

"Yes, It seems I am." Looking somewhat taken back, he placed his middle finger's glove tip in his teeth and pulled it off with a small flick of the neck, then did the same to his other, he removed his Jacket and vest walking over to where I sat and lowered himself next to me.

" What are you-"

I could feel his soft lips crush against mine and instantly I pulled away a little too fast and fell on my side, quickly I propped my self up and folded my legs again, a little embarrassed but too confused for words. I just stared at him, I must of looked horrified because he lightly smirked and silently chuckled to himself, as a demon I'm sure he loved seeing the discomfort in others. Truthfully I wished I hadn't pulled away form him, it was nice, I had never been touched with passion since my parents….. But it was wrong.

"Bocchan!" he looked hurt, "I'm sorry I thought you were toying with me, so I-"

"Kiss me again."

His looked surprised but that only lasted a small moment before his stoic face returned.

" Vary good my lord." he said with a small smile as he leaned into me again. He went so slow to bring himself to me it almost hurt… I was aching for him, but why? Why did I want him with me so much? I knew it was wrong but I needed him..

I pushed my lips to his again, but this time I did not remove my self, I kissed him and as I got used to the feeling of his lips massaging mine I pushed harder and for a deeper kiss. I could feel his tongue lick my bottom lip, and I then licked his, not knowing what to do. My mind was racing , I could feel my face was hot, I felt shaky and weak. We stayed like that for some-time, eagerly grasping at each other, all the while our lips moved in synchronization. Absentmindedly I began to clumsily unbutton his white shirt, rubbing my left hand over his ivory chest at every opening in the buttons I made, while my right was holding the back of his head, fingers entangled in his velvety black hair.

He was over me, right arm holding him up, left holding the small of back and pressing me close to him. I began to softly moan in the kisses, feeling ashamed at how I was so easily over come with ecstasy at his lips.

Though my face was burning and I could feel some warmth radiating off of Sebastian, I began shivering still wet from my shower.

"Se-S-Sebastian…." I could barely pull away from our kiss, " cold, I need a blanket"

Sebastian pulled away and smiled

"Vary good my lord " With one swift push off of his right hand and knee he rose with me still in hand. I wrapped myself around his body my legs around his torso his shirt wrapping over my back some and brushing on my thighs, I tied my arms around his neck and rested my head under his, my cheek against his sternum. He carried me out of the room and dried me off with the soft towels. Carefully brushing my skin, sending tingles up my spine. He caressed my face with his hands and softly kissed me, dropping the towel around my waist. I blushed and Sebastian quickly picked me up again setting me onto my large bed, slowly he removed his own shirt and placed it around my shoulders.

"Why are you giving me your shirt?"

He only looked at me a smiled his perfect smile, that was so rarely seen. Teasingly he traced lines on my chest giving me soft kisses on the nape of my neck.

"Sebastian." I said a little to sternly. He regretfully pulled away and began to button his shirt on me, leaving the bottom one, and the top three undone. I crawled into the center of the bed. Looking down I realized just how perfectly his shirt fit me like my night shirts that I usually wore.

"Sebastian?..." I said his name in question still looking at the shirt.

"Yes, you do wear my shirts for bed, they fit you perfectly for sleep, I am surprised you had not noticed before tonight." he said slightly turning his head to my armoire " I keep the extras ones I have in there for you."

Blushing I just grabbed at the extra fabric near the neck and pulled it up to my face, inhaling deeply I took in his scent. It was so warm and inviting with hints of vanilla, probably from baking my sweets for tea time. I loved it.

" Form now on you are to give me the one you have worn during the day for sleep"…. Still blushing I looked up at him." I like the smell of you and want to sleep with your scent comforting me at night."

He leaned over me and with his arm swept me up to the top of my bed where the pillows were he carefully moved the heavy blankets out form under me and placed them over my legs. I sat with my back against the head board and a pillow under my back. He crawled over me one hand went passed my head and held the top of the headboard the other touched my cheek. He whispered into my ear

"Warmer now?" his breath on my ear sent chills down my body, but a warm feeling came over me. "yes" I said pulling his face with both my hands to mine and kissing him. I wrapped both my arms around his neck and clasped my hand on the back of his head. He moved his hands down and rested them on my shoulders before slowly and softly dragging them down my body stopping at my bent hips.

"Bocchan?" I opened my eyes and looked up to see a pair of red ones looking into mine. It was strange to be like this, so close to him. But so comforting… I knew this wouldn't last vary long until people were to know, so I must not let much more of this happen. He is my butler, not a lover.

Still looking into his crimson eyes I wondered what he must be thinking, and as if he red my mind he closed them

"Oyasumi nasai, bocchan" he whispered on my forehead, I could feel his lips lightly bush my skin. I closed my eyes and felt the pressure on the bed around me dissipate as Sebastian got off. Though my eyes were closed I could tell cables were being blown out until there must of only been one left , I looked to see Sebastian at the door his three pronged candle holder still alt, casting a warm yellow light on his face. He was stoic once again as if nothing earlier that night had happened, the door was ajar, "Sebastian?" I softly called out,

"Yes my lord?"

"stay with me tonight, "

"I will stay with you until you fall asleep. I am always by your side." he stood by my bed and blew out two of the three candles.

Author's note: I hope you enjoyed. I will be publishing a new chapter every week. Please feel free to comment, I absolutely love getting feedback. Love it? Hate it? let me know!