So
far away from where you are
Standing underneath the stars
And I
wish you were here
Oh
Bella, my Bella. I cannot believe I had to leave you. I didn't
want to and I hope you understand that. It pained me so much so see
that look on your face when I told such a bold faced lie. How could
you not see that I love you more than anything? That I love you more
than life itself? That I would rather die than be without you?
I
miss the years that were erased
I miss the way the sunshine would
light up your face
I miss all the little things
I never thought
that they'd mean everything to me
Everywhere I go I can see you. I try to think of other things, yet everywhere I turn there you are staring back at me with your soulful deep chocolate eyes. I remember that day I first took you to the meadow, our meadow. You were so beautiful and I was so scared that I would frighten you away forever, leaving me lonely. Just like a left you. I'm so sorry.
Yeah,
I miss you
And I wish you were here
God,
how I wish you were here. I wish you were here with me in my arms. I want to hold you and touch you and love you like a man should with
the woman that he loves. But I'm not a man, I am a monster. A
horrible monster that has put you in so much danger. Never again.
I
feel the beating of your heart
I see the shadows of your face
I
can still hear the unique rhythm of your heartbeat. I can still
smell your scent, that lovely scent that cursed me from the day that
I saw you. The same scent that now is creating a longer for you. But not quite the same longing as before, now I just want to be there
for you.
Just
know that wherever you are
Yeah, I miss you
And I wish you were
here
I
just want to know that you know I love you. But I can't ever let
you know that. You would try to find me and I would place you in
even more danger. I would never be able to live with myself if
anything ever happened to you again. I love you and I wish you were
here. I miss the years that were erased
I miss the way
the sunshine would light up your face
I miss all the little
things
I never thought that they'd mean everything to me
I
can still picture you here with me, your laughter filling the air. Your beautiful clumsiness that always providing me with a sense of
heroism in my once darkened outlook. I am empty now, once again. I
hear, see, smell you greater than ever before.
Yeah,
I miss you
And I wish you were here
Why
must we be so far apart? Why must we be separated? So far
away from where you are
These miles have torn us worlds apart
We
are of two different worlds. I am the hunter and you are the prey. The lion and the lamb. We were never meant to be, yet we were never
meant to not be. We are perfectly inexcusable, yet perfectly
acceptable.
And I miss you
Yeah, I miss you
And I wish
you were here
I miss you my Isabella, and I love you.