Dear Diary
By Kit Walker
Summary: Journal entries after Wrecked. How everyone took what happened, well from my point of view
Rated: pg
Disclaimer: I have said it once, and I shall say it again...I DO NOT OWN BTVS. That is Joss Whedon. No profit is made off of this story. I just borrowed the characters for a story, tis all. All well and good.
Buffy's Diary
Gods, how could Willow be so stupid? She nearly could have killed Dawn tonight. Luckily she only broke her arm, but more damage could have happened. Why is Willow acting this way? Is this because of Tara leaving her or Amy making her feel guilty? Or is it my fault? All I know is that I could have lost them both tonight, and all because of magick. I want my best friend back. I know that I am not the best person right now, but still, I love Willow and I don't want to lose her. Nor do I want to lose Dawn, she is the only family, real family I have left.
Dawn's Diary
My arm hurts. Willow nearly got me killed, but it really isn't her fault. I know that she is having a tough time with losing Tara, but turning to even darker magick? I am really confused. I'm suprised Buffy didn't beat the hell out of Willow for what happened. But then again, Buffy does love Willow very much, even if she won't admit it. I miss Tara. I really think that I might stay with her for a couple days, just to get away from everything.
Willow's Diary
What's wrong with me? I feel as if I am losing it, as if the magick is starting to control me. Maybe that is what's happening. I miss Tara. I really feel bad for what happened to Dawn. It was all my fault. How could I have been so stupid. I nearly got her killed, and myself, but I care more about Dawn being killed. I deserve to die for what happened. Buffy is being supportive. I feel like a junkie, going through magick withdraw. I am a junkie. I abused magick to get what I wanted. I lost Tara because I am too insecure about what I really want. And Amy, I mean what am I going to do about her? I really don't know. I have to tell her that I am laying off of the magick for awhile because I nearly lost my family, and that is something I would never be able to handle.
Tara's Diary
Buffy called me tonight. She told me about Dawn. I almost threw up when I heard that it was Willow's fault. I really feel that Amy girl is a bad influence on her. If it wasn't for Amy, she never would have gone to that evil warock. I am so mad at Willow right now. Buffy tells me that she will try to help Willow through the tough parts. I believe Buffy won't give up on Willow, because Willow has never given up on her. I just really hope that Willow sees that magick doesn't solve problems. Maybe things will get better tomorrow.
Buffy looked in on Willow and saw her shivering. She went into the room and sat on the bed. Willow looked up at her, her face drenched with sweat and tears.
"I'm sorry, so sorry."
"I know."
Buffy just sat there, holding Willow as she shook and cried.
'Maybe now things can get back to normal,' Buffy thought, 'Then again, this could only be the beginning of the trouble.'
FIN
By Kit Walker
Summary: Journal entries after Wrecked. How everyone took what happened, well from my point of view
Rated: pg
Disclaimer: I have said it once, and I shall say it again...I DO NOT OWN BTVS. That is Joss Whedon. No profit is made off of this story. I just borrowed the characters for a story, tis all. All well and good.
Buffy's Diary
Gods, how could Willow be so stupid? She nearly could have killed Dawn tonight. Luckily she only broke her arm, but more damage could have happened. Why is Willow acting this way? Is this because of Tara leaving her or Amy making her feel guilty? Or is it my fault? All I know is that I could have lost them both tonight, and all because of magick. I want my best friend back. I know that I am not the best person right now, but still, I love Willow and I don't want to lose her. Nor do I want to lose Dawn, she is the only family, real family I have left.
Dawn's Diary
My arm hurts. Willow nearly got me killed, but it really isn't her fault. I know that she is having a tough time with losing Tara, but turning to even darker magick? I am really confused. I'm suprised Buffy didn't beat the hell out of Willow for what happened. But then again, Buffy does love Willow very much, even if she won't admit it. I miss Tara. I really think that I might stay with her for a couple days, just to get away from everything.
Willow's Diary
What's wrong with me? I feel as if I am losing it, as if the magick is starting to control me. Maybe that is what's happening. I miss Tara. I really feel bad for what happened to Dawn. It was all my fault. How could I have been so stupid. I nearly got her killed, and myself, but I care more about Dawn being killed. I deserve to die for what happened. Buffy is being supportive. I feel like a junkie, going through magick withdraw. I am a junkie. I abused magick to get what I wanted. I lost Tara because I am too insecure about what I really want. And Amy, I mean what am I going to do about her? I really don't know. I have to tell her that I am laying off of the magick for awhile because I nearly lost my family, and that is something I would never be able to handle.
Tara's Diary
Buffy called me tonight. She told me about Dawn. I almost threw up when I heard that it was Willow's fault. I really feel that Amy girl is a bad influence on her. If it wasn't for Amy, she never would have gone to that evil warock. I am so mad at Willow right now. Buffy tells me that she will try to help Willow through the tough parts. I believe Buffy won't give up on Willow, because Willow has never given up on her. I just really hope that Willow sees that magick doesn't solve problems. Maybe things will get better tomorrow.
Buffy looked in on Willow and saw her shivering. She went into the room and sat on the bed. Willow looked up at her, her face drenched with sweat and tears.
"I'm sorry, so sorry."
"I know."
Buffy just sat there, holding Willow as she shook and cried.
'Maybe now things can get back to normal,' Buffy thought, 'Then again, this could only be the beginning of the trouble.'
FIN