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You're All I Have

Chapter 1

*On the way down*

Chuck walked into his lavish penthouse only to find his new wife pacing with a worried expression playing across her beautiful face. He quickly racked his brain trying to figure out if he could have possibly missed an anniversary or a birthday, but neither were possible seeing as it was September and their wedding anniversary was in June ,her birthday and the anniversary of the moment he fell in love with her both residing in November. He then saw her start to bite her nails and knew either someone had died or she had done something he wouldn't like because those were the only times Blair Waldorf Bass ever deemed nail biting acceptable. He approached Blair slowly trying to guess what was wrong but to no avail. Chuck pulled Blair out of her excruciatingly dreadful thought process with his concerned filled utterance of

"Blair is everything alright?"

Her head snapped up as her fear filled eyes met with his confused ones. Every second was getting him more and more worried. He couldn't even help it when his worry showed in his voice as he asked

"What happened Blair, are you okay?"

The worry started to show on his face as she turned her head away opting to look at her hands instead of his questioning gaze as she stated very unconvincingly

"Yes Chuck Everything is fine, I'm perfectly fine."

"I don't believe you."

"Why not?"

He stopped for a moment to ponder her question he didn't know why he didn't believe her but he had to come up with something fast. It was a good thing he could think on his feet. Just as she started pacing again after his lack of response the words started to flow from his mouth causing her to stop and look at him.

"Because you were pacing a-"she cut him off before he was finished

"So what maybe I was trying to get exercise or maybe I'm pissed because I'm stuck here with nothing to do because everyone else is busy with other things. Did you ever think about that?"

He started to walk towards her as he said "First of all I don't think I've ever seen you exercise nor do you need to."

He reached her placing his hands on her hips pulling her flush with him as he continued to talk.

"Second of all you being stuck here and pissed isn't a valid excuse because we both know you would just go out shopping with my credit cards and completely ruin my credit with how much you spend."

She gave a small smirk when he finished but it went as quickly as it came. He placed his hands on the sides of her face forcing her to look into his eyes.

"Now Blair, tell me what's wrong."

His eyes were pleading but his voice was as smooth as silk when it came out of his mouth and it only made her want to tell him less but she still had to talk to him. Her voice was small and timid when it came out of her mouth

"I don't think I can tell you."

"Why not?"

"Because I don't think you will be able to handle it."

"Why don't you let me be the judge of that?"

"No."

"Look Blair just tell me."

"No."

He was getting angry with her being so stubborn especially when she pulled out of his grasp and started to walk towards their bedroom. He quickly caught up with her and grabbed her arm turning her around.

"Just tell me what it is, because even if you don't tell me you know I'll find out anyway. So just tell me now and promise I won't get upset."

"Promise?"

"Cross my heart." He did an overly dramatic childish sign of crossing his heart with his finger eliciting a giggle from Blair as she said

"Fine."

"Really?"

"Yes."

Blair pulled out of his grasp a second time but chose to remain in front of him this time. She then decided that her shoes were very interesting.

"Out with it Blair."

She kept looking at her shoes as she said in an extremely weak voice.

"I'm pregnant Chuck."

He was sure he looked like a complete idiot with his mouth hanging open trying to comprehend her words.

Finally he was able to talk "What?"

Blair sounded slightly angry when she spoke

"You heard me I'm pregnant, you know with child, bun in the oven and before you ask yes I am sure I'm bringing your spawn into this world. I mean who better to bring the devil's child into this world right?"

Silence

"Chuck?"

"Say something, preferably other than what."

"Get rid of it."

"Excuse me?"

"You heard me Blair get rid of it. Just get rid of it NOW!!!"

"No." came her response. She was not going to kill her child.

"Blair I'm your husband just listen to me because in this situation I happen to know what is best for you. So do as I say just this once."

"I'm not going to kill my baby because you tell me to. I get that you're upset about what happened to your mom and think it's your fault but it's not and I'm not going to get rid of my baby because you feel guilty about something you didn't do. Besides there is like a one in a million chance that something like that will happen to me and even if it did it still wouldn't be your fault or the baby's fault either. If you still want me to get rid of it though I'll tell you right now I'd rather get a divorce and move back in with my mom than get rid of it. So just tell me now if I need to pack my bags and call my mom. The choice is entirely up to you."

An uncomfortable silence filled the room as Chuck's eyes darted from her face, to what he now noticed were her slightly larger breasts, to her still flat stomach and back again. This continued for a full ten minutes before Blair got fed up and turned away from him walking to their bedroom turning around in the doorway she stated.

"I guess I'll go call my mom."

Blair shutting the door snapped Chuck out of his trance. Then he realized what she had just said and he Chuck Bass was running to get to the door jumping over anything in the way. When he reached the door however it was locked and when he knocked on it no one answered. He leaned against the door putting his ear to it. He heard Blair's heels click on the floor as she moved around the room and he breathed a sigh of relief that he wasn't hearing her empty the contents of her stomach thinly masked by the faucet running because of what he had just said or rather hadn't said. He knocked again but she didn't answer again. So he opted for trying to talk to her.

"Blair?"

Chuck heard her take in a deep breath before she spoke.

"Could you please leave me alone?"

He could hear the tears in her voice and it killed him to know that he had done this to her. He was about to speak again but her voice rang out first.

"The baby and I will be out of your hair soon enough. But before I go I just want to say that it's so nice to finally know exactly how much I mean to you."

"Blair you mean everything to me. You can't leave me I wouldn't be able to live without you."

"Oh. I'm sure you would find some way to manage without me. You were always so good at finding cheap whores in the past."

"Blair I don't want anyone but you. I want to be with you forever."

"Well the only way I'm staying is with the baby fully intact with you saying nothing else about abortion for the rest of your life."

"Anything you want baby. Oh and you too Blair."

She gave a fake laugh as she said "Very funny Bass."

"I have my moments."

"Very few but moments none the less."

Silence found them for what felt like the thousandth time that night until Chuck's hand found the door once again. Knocking he asked the question that would bring him face to face with his beautiful wife.

"Blair can you open the door now?" Chuck heard her heels clicking against the hardwood floor becoming louder with each step. He looked down to see the door knob turning slowly almost too slow. Finally though his regretful eyes connected with her forgiving ones. His eyes roamed over her taking in the slight remains of mascara on her cheeks and the way her hands rested over her stomach protectively. He pulled her to him, his arms locking together tightly around her waist, his face buried in her curls enjoying the peaceful silence that he knew would end before long.

And it did.

"Chuck?"

"Yeah."

"I made an appointment with my OB/GYN for tomorrow can you come with me?"

"Are you sure you want me to come?"

"Absolutely."

"Then I'll be there."

Chuck pulled Blair as close as humanly possible as her lips connected themselves with his. He walked her backwards toward their bedroom closing the door quietly behind them.

A/N: Ok so this is my first story that I've let anyone read. So please tell me if you like it and things I need to work on but don't be mean. Also should I continue beyond this with chapters following the pregnancy or just make it a one-shot