Authors note: Ok so hello, this is my first story posted on and I hope you enjoy it!
Disclaimer: I don't own anything just the plot and very minor ocs.
Full summary: Remus slept with his best friend, but can't bring himself to tell him that he slept with him. But two months later something happens so the truth must come out!
Warnings: this contains boyXboy relationships as well as Mpreg.
Pairings: Wolfstar, LilyJames and maybe others idk yet!
2nd September
I am an idiot. Yes, I am. I slept with my best friend when he was drunk. I was drunk to though. But my werewolf memory was way better than a person. And my body was also stronger than an average person. And Sirius was completely smashed. I knew that when he was that hammered he would not remember a thing. And luckily everyone else was also that hammered, well everyone who was at the party.
James threw the party to celebrate welcome back to Hogwarts with every Gryffindor, which the first was on a Thursday so we got Friday and the weekend to get settled. The only people that didn't attend were the teachers, everyone below fifth year, non Gryffindors and Lily Evans. I didn't want to go, but my fellow marauders made me.
I know this may sound childish but, Sirius started it! He was the one who started striping! Don't forget that I was also drunk, but I knew I would remember it and he wouldn't. Let's just leave it, we were both drunk and I will pretend nothing happened. Did I forget to mention the fact that when I'm drunk moony gets closer to the surface.
So that's what I did. I left his bed, thankfully he is a deep sleeper and James & peter had gotten lucky. I went to the bathroom for a shower.
Once I had washed his smell off me (a very nice smell might I add), I got dressed and walked out of the bathroom. Sirius had woken up by the time I was out.
"What happened?" he asked me with a groan.
"I don't really know, I think you got lucky though." I said nonchalantly.
"Sweet!" he said, I think I saw a bit hurt in his face, before groaning with pain.
I left for breakfast, it was about nine in the morning so I knew breakfast wouldn't be over. Thank god it's a Saturday. Once I got down there, I realised Lily and I were the only people, in year fifth and up, who were there. Lily greeted me with a warm yet sympathetic smile. She handed me some tea.
I thanked her and took a sat next to her. I like Lily, she's nice to me. She also knows all of my crushes, including one Sirius Black, the only thing she figured out about my 'furry little problem' and accepted me for who I am.
I started piling sausages and bacon on my plate. Once I had finished putting all the meat on my plate and finishing with one poached egg. I started digging in. after I had finished Lily gave me a wide eyed look.
"What?" I asked feeling silently annoyed.
"You never eat that much, it's like your stomach grew four times bigger! Well unless your hung-over." she said with a small giggle. She then asked me, "do you want company, you're going to the library right?"
"Yeah sure why not. And bacon and sausages are good for hangovers, well for me anyway" I said with a small smile.
We walked to the library, once we got there Madam Pince smiled at us. Madam Pince liked us, when the other marauders weren't here. I picked out a book in the small Muggle fiction section, as did Lily. Lily chose 'Oliver Twist' and I chose 'A Study in Scarlet' the first Sherlock Holmes book.
September 26th
Everything had gone back to normal. Sirius hadn't remembered, just as no one else had; the full moon was tonight unfortunately. I was feeling sick. As usual.
I headed to the hospital wing. Poppy greeted me with a large smile. We then went down to the whomping willow. She freezed the tree by touching the knot at the base. I went in while no one was looking. The sun was already setting.
Once I got to the actual shack I saw padfoot, prongs and wormtail, all in their animagus forms. I smiled at them while going to an upstairs bedroom. I undressed and put my wand in a hidden compartment, aka under a floorboard.
And then I wait, and wait and…pain. It didn't hurt as it normally would though. It's like moony and I had agreed to not fight. It was comforting, to know moony and I weren't too bad. But I could feel his mind over powering mine, I just didn't fight it.
The next morning
I woke up in the private hospital room I had been using for the past five years. Surprisingly I didn't feel that bad. I was feeling bad but not bad as I normally would.
"Well mister Lupin you have some explaining to do?" madam Pomfrey said while glaring at me.
"What do you mean?" I asked quietly.
"You and the wolf inside you! You worked together, that is the only explanation, and you had no cuts or bruises! When I found you, you were curled up in a ball as if you hadn't even moved!" she suddenly hugged me.
"Maybe we're finally connecting?" I suggested.
Pomfrey was only twenty-six, and to me she was like an older sister. She just chuckled.
The night before Halloween
A prank. That is why we are in the dungeons. Trying to pull a prank on the Slytherins. It was only eleven o'clock. And by the time most of the Slytherins entered the hall the following day, they would all have pink hair and dresses with heels.
Sirius and I had the job of distracting filch and any teacher who would have been walking by. So we got the map which had only just been perfected. So that's what we were doing. So far we had made noises and threw rocks at people. It had worked. Until filch chased us into a broom closet that locked automatically.
"Sirius, which closet is this?" I asked.
"It's the closet that girl tried to lock me in." he replied.
"That's what I was worried about." I said plainly while resting my head on his chest.
"Um, moony? Why is the closet important? And also why is your head on my chest?" he asked.
"Because there is a specific spell that gets us out, I can't figure out which one and my head is on your chest because I am tired." I stated then finished with a yawn.
"Moony! Don't fall asleep on me you're the only one who could get us out of this shit!" he said a little bit louder than needed.
"Fine! I won't fall asleep!" I pulled away from his chest.
It was dark in the closet. Sirius was emitting a lot of body heat. Was he blushing? Don't know. Okay, Remus get your head out of the clouds! What spell was it? Think moony think! Oh fuck thinking.
I thought about the spell 'reducto', would it work? I concentrated before getting my wand out. But before I could get it out the door exploded. The door was just a bunch of ashes on the floor. Sirius looked shocked and a little flushed. I was just looking at it with amazement.
"Children out of bed! Children out of bed!" filch shouted while running right for us.
"Run!" Sirius said while grabbing my hand.
That day my heart skipped a beat.
November eighth
I was in the library with lily, studying for potions. I am okay at potions, but I always make something explode. So lily was helping me. We where on things you mustn't combine things with, when I started feeling sick.
"Lily, can we take a break?" I asked.
"Yeah, sure." She said while tearing her eyes away from the book. "Oh Merlin, Remus! Are you okay, you look terrible!" she said with a shocked expression.
"Gee, thanks." I grumbled.
"Okay, I am taking you to the hospital wing!" she started packing her books into her bag.
"Lily, I feel fine!" I said. I really wasn't fine.
"Tough!" she huffed. Once she had packed her stuff up she put all of my stuff in to my bag.
Once all of my stuff was in my bad I slung it over my shoulder, as did lily. She grabbed my hand, regardless of my complaints. And then we were off to the hospital wing. Once we reached the halfway mark for the hospital wing I stopped.
"Lily, I think I'm going to be sick." I said.
"Okay, give me a second." She took a few books and quills out of her bag and handed it to me.
And not a moment too soon. I threw up in her book bag. It was horrible, and it lasted like two minutes of me puking in her bag. Lily had looked away, I really didn't blame her.
"Sorry." I said avoiding her gaze.
"It's okay," she patted my back with her arm that wasn't holding her books and quills. "Let's go to the hospital wing." She took my hand and we walked slowly to the wing.
Once we had arrived at the hospital wing, I threw up in Lily's bag again. I was still being sick while Lily got Madam Pomfrey. They took me to the private room I am in after the full moon. Lily was asked to leave, but ultimately refused so she was sitting out side of the room on a regular hospital bed looking furious.
Madam Pomfrey gave me a sleeping drought that would keep me asleep for two hours. She said she wanted to do some tests. Does she normally do this for everyone if they just threw up? Well I shall, hopefully, enjoy my slumber.
Two hours later
"Madam Pomfrey, why am I the first to know? I mean I am his friend, but I didn't even know he did it!" I heard Lily say outside of my room. Her voice was foggy, much like my head.
"Well we should discuss it with him first before we make assumptions. He should be awake by now. And Lily do not freak him out!" I heard Pomfrey's clouded voice.
I saw lily and Pomfrey enter my room. Lily looked shocked and Pomfrey was unnaturally calm. Very suspicious.
"Remus, you're awake!" lily said while running over and hugging me.
"Lily! Don't squish him you might hurt them!" madam Pomfrey scolded.
Wait, them? "What do you mean by them?" I asked feeling very confused.
"You have some explaining to do mister." Lily withdrew and said to me.
"What did I do?" I said feeling scared.
"You…" before Lily could finish the sentence madam Pomfrey interrupted.
"Remus, when was the last time you delved into sexual intercourse?" Pomfrey asked.
I could feel heat rising in my cheeks. "Um second of September." I squeaked out.
"The party!" lily suddenly said. Her voice then got deeper and gave me a sympathetic look while continuing, "Moony took over didn't he?" I nodded my head.
She hugged me gently.
"Miss Evans, please exit the room while I speak to mister Lupin." She demanded.
Lily glared, but gave up and left, I had a feeling she was still outside of the door though.
"Now, Remus do you mind if I ask whom you slept with that night?" she asked kindly
I mumble Sirius's name. But she gave me a look. So I said his name a little louder.
"Oh for goodness sake Remus! Speak not mumble or whisper! Speak!" I thing she might have lost her cool.
I sighed and said, "Sirius Black." I wanted to leave.
"Thank you Remus, I know how difficult that must have been." She said kindly. "How many books have you read about werewolves?"
"Only one, when I was younger." I replied.
"Well the reproduction of a werewolf does differ from that of a human." I gave her an odd look. "Male werewolves can have children if there is another human involved. I know this might be confusing but male and female werewolves produce the fertile 'egg' that creates life. For males this only happens four times a year, normally when they adjust to each season. Now Remus do you understand?" she looked at me almost pleadingly.
"So I'm, oh dear god!" I said while turning over and throwing up on the floor. I had a feeling it wasn't because of 'them'.
"It's okay Remus, just get it all out." She said while patting my back.
I heard shouting from behind the door. I recognise Lily's voice among James, Sirius and Peter's voices.
"He's in there isn't he?" Sirius's voice yelled.
"He was our friend first!" Peter's voice whined.
"Evans, as much as I love you..." James' voice stopped after a whack sound.
I got up, much to Pomfrey's dismay, and opened the door and just yelled, "Shut up! You're making my headache worse! Please just leave!" I felt upset and I really didn't want endless shouting, but I knew that I should tell Sirius so I said, "Lily, you can stay. You're quiet." Lily would know what to do.
The other marauders let their mouths drop to the floor. Lily just stuck her tongue out at them as I pulled her into my room. Madam Pomfrey made the others leave.
Yay first chapter!
I haven't really felt like uploading much because I often lose interest after a while but this is Wolfstar! How can anyone not love it? I have other stories of course but like I said I lose interest.
Sorry I was born that way! So if you see any mistakes that I have missed please tell me!
But it might take forever to update but I assure you it will be complete!... someday.
I know my writing style is bad but I did leave English school when I was ten and moved to France and my English teacher is as thick as a brick and say my English needs help! What a bitch.
Anyway thank you for reading please review.
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