I sat up in my large bed. As usual my husband was gone and i was in an oversized shirt. I'm starting to miss the times he would actually lay with me. Now a days he's out there doing whatever to stay on top: killing, having meetings, going to cities. All I think I'm good for is to relieve his sexual needs. Other than that, I'm useless. I miss my Light-Kun that would hold me, comfort me, love me gently, tell me he loves me and needs me. I want him back. But I think he's to gone to get him back. I threw my legs over the side of the bed and walked out of my room. As all ways the curtains are closed blocking the sun. I sighed. He's probably talking with a stupid civilian asking him a stupid question. I shuffled down to the dinning room for breakfast. I love our cook. He found a way for me to have cake and blood together. I sat down in one of the large chairs. "Watari, why does this place have to be so big?"
"I'm not sure sir. Your cake," Watari said setting it in front of me. I smiled and hugged him.
"Thank you Watari, if it weren't for you I don't know where I'd be. But you'r still mortal, so I'll watch you pass away soon. I don't want that. But it's unavoidable. Please stay here until then," I said eating my cake. Then the rest of my family came down. Well technically they're Light's family, but still. They're used to me being sad and lonely. And they're used to my usual morning attire. Sometimes they try to cheer me up. Today was not one of those days. I wish he'd come home. "So Light's gone again huh? What a shame. You're starting to falter from him," Ryuk said looking at me. I reached to the fruit bowl in front of me and grabbed an apple.
"What news?" I asked as I threw it to him and got another. He ate the first in a few bites.
"Hmmm, there's only one main cause for concern here and that would be Misa and her little band of rebels. But I wouldn't worry that much about them," Ryuk reported as I tossed him the other apple.
He caught it in his mouth and ate it. I sighed. These days I have more fun being with Light's family and Ryuk than him.
"Who wants to go ride the horses with me?" I asked standing up. Sayu and Mom raised their hands. I clapped and a servant came with some pants and boxers. I put them on and we all went out to the stable. I picked out Sugar. He was a black Arabian and I love him. Light gave him to me. Then again Light gave all of this to me. I hopped onto his back and grabbed his mane. I like riding bareback. It's fun. I smiled as Sayu silently challenged me to a race. We both lightly tapped our heels into our horses' sides and took off. It was so much fun I just let Sugar run wild. He liked running where he wanted with me. I looked back to see Sayu gaining on me. Then she was gone. I looked around I was in a different place I was just riding in. Instead it was a nice calm meadow, under a tree. Then a shadow appeared above me. I looked up to see someone there. Someone blonde and angry. Someone dangerous and out for revenge. Misa. I frowned. Then I got up and ran. But she caught me. I'm not the best runner in the world and I wasn't trying. She tied me up.
"If you take me it will only anger Light," I said. I actually doubt he'd notice my absence. She smiled. It wasn't the usual nice Misa smile everyone thinks she has. No, this smile was a horrid gut churning smile.
"That's what I want. To make him angry. But I'm not just taking you captive Ryuzaki. Light will be angry that you're gone yes. But he'd be more upset if he found out you know he had sex with me," Misa said leaning towards me. I shook my head and blinked. Immediately pain erupted through my body. I had fallen of of Sugar. How stupid. But that vision was the first in years. What does that mean.
"This isn't good to answer your question. Are you alright?" Mom asked. I nodded. "What was in your vision?"
"M-Misa." That was all I could get out.