"Imagine, Your whole life you simply walked through without anyone saying anything to you. You're ignored by your family and society. You could walk down the street half dead and no one would care to notice you. well, that's my life in a nutshell. Chunin of Konoha and the only one in my family that can use chakra. You would that that at least my parents would be proud right? well, that's not the case, if fact, half the time they don't know i'm alive. Now imagine finally meeting someone who notices you. You finally feel like you belong when suddenly he disappears off the face of the Earth. You're back to square one. All I want to know is why? Why my life was destined to be like this. I wish I knew the answer, maybe then I would be able to live with this life."
Rina looks down at the now tear and blood soaked paper in front of her. The stinging of her wrist clouded her mind as her tears came harder and faster. Standing up she walked to her window and looked out as the blood dripped down her arms, hands and finally started to pool onto the floor at her feet. Looking back at her room she gave one last soft look at her door. Her parents surely wouldn't miss her until the morning when breakfast has yet to be made. Her younger sister Irene had more of a chance to find the note before then. Looking back out the window she quietly left as the gently fall breeze entered her room.
Irene ran into her sisters room a few hours later hoping she was still away. She felt her beloved sister was down so she was going to share her dessert with her. Opening the door quietly the young child looked around the dark room. Walking in Irene looked around knowing her sister had the night off. "Rina?" A young sweet voice called out into the darkness until it stopped seeing a pool of drying blood on the floor. Dropping the plate that held a slice of cake Irene stared at the blood. "MAMA!" A scream suddenly cut through the silence followed closely but two sets of stomping feet making their way to the attic bedroom.
The parents of the young girl stopped in the doorway looking into the dark cold room that held a shattered plate and two pools of blood. The taller of the two walked over to the blood stained desk that held the soaked note. "No..." Was all they said as they read the note.
Rina looked down at the river that was below her and took a deep breath. "I'm sorry, everyone." Was her final thought as she let gravity take control and send her into the depths of the water. Until a set of warm arms captured her mid fall. Looking up she looked at the one friend she had lost all those years ago. "Don't think you're going to die just yet" He looked at her softly as her eyes began to close due to blood lost. "Thank you, Itachi." She whispered.
Sorry all for the depressing bit. but this is the only way for me to relieve myself without using other methods.