This is something I actually wrote about myself but I can see it also in the boys, especially our little Omi-kun. He's always so happy but it makes you wonder what he really feels inside. He always cares for the others and makes sure that they're alright. It's kinda sad, just to warn you. Try and enjoy. - Kat



I am...

I am the helper
I am the shadow
I am the one who watches over you to make sure everything is okay
I am the shoulder you cry on
I am the one you call when things go wrong
I am the answer
I am the one who will always be happy for you
I am the one who will always support you
I am the one who will love you no matter what happens
I am your doctor, your advisor, your listener, your psychiatrist
I am the one who will make things happen for you
I am the one who will give up what I have for you to be happy
I am the one who makes sure that you are happy
I am the one who will make a sacrifice for you
I am the one who is sacrificed
I am the one who will always smile on you
I am your security blanket
I am the one who makes sure you get the happiness that you deserve


For I am not meant for the same happiness. The happiness that will be mine will be through yours. I am to have the simple happiness. The simple joys in life. The laughter of friends, the fun had by all. Those are to be my joys. My happiness. So I will be happy for you when you fall in love. I will be happy for you when you are able to do what you want with your life. I will be happy for you when you accomplish wonderful things. I will be happy for you because I will not have those things for I am not meant to have them. I'm not meant to have the best grades, I'm not meant to be the prettiest one, I'm not meant to be the popular one, I'm not meant to fall in love, I'm not meant for any of those things.

But I will be happy for you when you get these things.

Afterall, I am here to make you happy.



Let me know what you think if you like. Thanks for writing!