so this was inspired by the song into your arms by The Maine so i might be taking some lyrics from the song. they might be a bit out of order and sometimes i won't use any at all. i personally like Viinurify's edited edition she titled it "BACK to the start" it's an AMV for FMA so i'll be using all the lines she has.

btw: i'm not going to say it over and over: "i don't own -Man." so if you forget come here to the first chapter... XD

"There was a new girl in town...

She had it all figured out..."

I hated being here. Locked up like this. I didn't even do it.

My mind wandered to thoughts about my adopted father who loved and cared for me. They said I killed him. They say I'm infected with something called "Noah". It's catchable and may people working here avoid me. I don't mind. After all: I'd rather not hurt them.

The first time I realized how dangerous I was some bullies tried to hurt me in the physic ward lunch line. All they did was touch me and I blacked out. I woke up to red every where. On the walls. Hell in places I didn't think possible. I found bloody hearts around the room scattered like confetti and a few organs strung around like ribbon on a nicely decorated box. Someone had a party. A sick psych party.

I hardly realized it was me until I noticed I was the only one alive in the contained room. People came in and tazered me to the floor. I blacked out and woke up with a straightjacket on. I breathed slowly a sick feeling in my stomach.

My counselor came and had me escorted to the "interrogation room". He showed me the surveillance cameras and I finally couldn't take it any more and I looked to the ground in pain and shame as myself on the screen ripped apart the only friend I had here. I stared at my lap tears gathering in my eyes.

That was a good ten years ago. I'm fifteen now and have learned to control my darker self. The Noah sickness is when you not only have a split personality but a complex realistic one. It has its own name and knows perfectly well it doesn't belong in its host's body. It's so strong that it changes physical appearances.

I sat and stared at the wall my head pounding as I laid it back on the wall behind me. "14th?" a male scientist by the name of Red opened my door just a crack the opening to the wall so he couldn't see me cause the door was in the corner. Red was the only one of those psych wards who actually talked to me. He also opened my door to look at me. He'd even smile. At one time he opened my door only I wasn't Allen. I was someone else. That person broke his arm and ran for the exit. He got lost in the labyrinth of halls though and before I knew it I woke up lost in there. The guards found me and took me to the floor. Red's never opened the door fully until he knows it's me scence then.

"It's me." I said softly pulling my knees to my chest ignoring my annoying white jacket.

Red opened the door to show himself. He had long orange/red hair pulled back into a ponytail low on his neck. On his face were some glasses that highlighted his blue eyes. He wore a gray shirt black pants and an ankle long white lab coat.

"Allen." he said a smile on his face "how are you?" he asked sitting on the floor in the doorway. Everyone could see when I started changing into someone else. Red would childishly sit in the doorway and talk with me; if I ever started changing he would close and lock the door.

"fine." I smiled with a lie. My body hurt a lot. It always did now days and I'm surprised I'm not numb to it now.

"Himm." Red hummed annoyed. He always knew I lied to keep others for worrying about me. It wasn't that I didn't want people to feel bad for me; it was because I refused to believe there was anything wrong with me. Much like the other "Noahs". There are 14 of us in all. I was the last to be infected so instead of trying to tell which name to call me they call us by number. In fact I knew there was nothing wrong with me; there was something wrong with the 14th. "Well…" Red sighed and placed his fist on his chin and his elbow on his knee. "You remember my sister right?" he said a slight laugh on his voice.

I nodded once to let him know I remembered the bouncy albino. She had long stark white hair much like mine only hers was even longer then mine. Her hair reached far passed the floor so she put it up in a ponytail and braided it to the ends. Other than that, her bangs reached chin length and curled to the side naturally covering her ears. She was blind so her eyes where a dulled neon blue. She got around well by sound however.

"She kinda convinced me…" he paused and put his hand over his mouth so the cameras in my room couldn't see him. "Cough, forged my signature, cough" he put his hand back in his lap and continued his story. "To sign an intern thing. So now I'll be having an intern come in and work along with me on my rounds."

"I see." I smiled. I could feel it didn't quite fit my eyes so I closed them to keep him from seeing the lie I made with my voice and face. "So you won't be seeing me for awhile right?" I laughed a bit at the end shifting my legs so I now sat crisscross on my bed.

Red laughed at my lie and smiled and said. "I talked with my boss and he said that if I had to chose any Noah to introduce my intern to it would be you." He paused and looked at his lap. "He said you're well behaved and easier to show to newbies."

I frowned and looked at my lap as well. "Even with…" I heard myself trail off but I didn't have the guts to say it.

"Even though your arm is burnt black and there's a scar on your face." Red laughed and stood up. "One more thing…" he swallowed and paused, making me perk up to listen. "I knew it'd make you upset so I saved it for last…" he reached in and took the door handle. "I'll be going on vacation so it'll just be you and the intern for a month." He smiled and slammed the door quickly. He'd be right to because that's when I blacked out.

I know Red is the first name Allen had but I won't be using it in this story but I do personally like the name. Red and Midnight Moon are my oc's who are more like doctors with actual names so don't worry about them they just fill in places I may need filled. the next chapter is in Kanda's pov.

so read, review, and like, all comments on spelling or use of my words are welcome. ^_^