you only have so many tears
ICHIGORUKIA KAIENRUKIA
Can you feel your hands shake
as you look down at his photograph?
His voice is forever in your head
your mind imprinted with his laugh
Can you feel your heart race
as you remember that he's gone?
Your sun sends a sickly glow
as it rises to make dawn
Is your heart still aching for him,
for a once married man?
He made your heart skip beats,
and still no one else can
Will you admit you were in love,
or is denial still okay?
Your too quite for just shyness
you're still unsure what to say
--
Have you lost your way out here,
in this old spirit filled town?
Your mind is wandering aimlessly
and it will eventually drag you down
Did you see that boy right there,
the one right in front of you?
His hair was bright and orange
but you were locked by his face too
Will you put your life on the line
for someone you don't know?
This isn't helping your conscious
it will get harder to let go
Is it too much to ask
what will you do with him now?
They will come to find you
and you know they'll bring him down
Can you stand to lose a lover
one that had wronged you in no way?
Cause even if you try to hide him
they'll find him there one day
--
Do you feel good that you've hurt him
even though he's done no wrong?
You filled yourself with misery
and dragged him right along
Have you asked him not to save you
Just in hopes he will?
To see the man that looks like him
Gives you such a thrill
Do you even feel the guilt
As you befriend this man?
To lead him down your path of death
Just because you can
Is it right to change this human
Who has done so much to live?
For you he now calls a friend
and his life so ready to give
So, he's come up here to save you
from this land so filled with souls?
He's ready to face the punishment
And has made clear his goals
Can you face him if one of them die,
Will you return as the same girl?
When you know you've only done this
'Cause he's like the one who was your world
When you look into his eyes
Is the one you loved still there?
This new man has grown on you
And it's becoming so unfair
--
How great are the butterflies
when you hear him say your name?
Something twisted so strangely
That started from a game
Is this what you expected,
To fall for human, man?
To love someone not from before
It's hard to understand
Do his whispers give you creeps
And do they give you chills?
The goosebumps on your neck
reveal your smallest thrills
Is it wrong to love a person
who isn't quite the same?
He's special and you know it
Good or bad, you can't disdain
--
How do you feel about this,
that you're actually loving two?
A packaged deal you just may say
And you don't know what to do
Is it right for someone like you
To stoop down oh so low?
You truly do love the boy
but the hollow won't let go
Is that why you still deny it
And turn your head away?
Your gaze glances from him
As he tries his best to stay.
Will that things inside him hurt you
and will it eat his soul to shreds?
A hollow is a hollow
and it's not just in his head
Can you save him from this monster
That you know can not go?
So good and yet so evil
It's hard to even know
--
How much does it hurt
To see his yellow eyes to bright?
'Cause in empty broken blackened rooms
The devil is his light
Does it ring a bell somewhere deep,
a place you tried to lock?
Those yellows eyes that horrific mask
Send you into shock
Is it like a terrible dream
or all to real for that?
Your life has turned to cat and mouse
And you never play the cat.
Would it be better to run
or stand there with your tears?
They reveal all your deepest thoughts
and show him all your fears
Didn't he say he loved you
and he'd show you that he cared?
But the moment you need him most
He's the only one not there
What was that you just saw,
a bright flash of white?
You squint your eyes narrow still
too blinded by the light
Who is that standing there
Someone there before?
Indeed it is the one you love
He's lying on the floor
What's this, is he still breathing
and there's nothing left to fight?
That light lit up the devil's room
And killed him off tonight.
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YES A HAPPY ENDING
I thought one of my poems needed one considering I've managed to kill of Ichigo and Rukia in at least one of them :)
haha tell me what you think. I haven't done poetry in a long time