Hello everyone.
Thank you for reading this story.
It's when Mitsuki wouldn't have survived the surgery, and Takuto is all alone (in the land of the living..).
It's also a song-fic. I used the English translation of "Eternal Snow".
The song is originally in Japanese, and performed by the group "Changin' My Life".
I hope you will enjoy, and please review.
Greets, MangaYume
disclaimer: I don't own the song Eternal snow, Full Moon o Sagashite, Changin' My Life or the translation.
A beauty, so pure.
She would have fit in a snow-scenery.
Being lonely, without her... it's so cold.
I feel so empty.
How long has it been since I fell in love with you?
My feelings only increase
Will you notice them
Even though I've never once put them into words?
No-thingness, everything is black.
There's too less light to see enough... to keep the darkness away.
It's so depressing. Everyone seems cheerful, so happy. They think I'm pathetic, while they have no idea how I'm feeling. Though the full moon had it's own secrets and dark sides, she was pure, with a genuine smile.
Like the black pages of a white book; dark yet innocent.
Like the snow, they just
quietly keep accumulating
Hold me tight, if this is how it feels
I didn't want to know
What it was like to be in love with someone
I can't shed tears anymore, I don't have any left.
My tears are dried up.
I want to be alone, just
to feel how it is.. without you..
I can't live like that, can I?
I love you, my tears won't stop
And so I wish
That I had never met you
The graveyard is the only place giving some peace, I can't see your name.
I can't see it because you aren't here. But would I have been able to read it?
How long will I be thinking of you?
My sighs fogged up the window glass
Can a candle flame
Still melt my trembling heart?
I'm reaching out for you, into the sky, but you don't take my hand.
You're too far away for me to reach.
How can I be with you, when you're so far away?
Hold me tight, tight enough to break me
So that even in an icy wind or a blizzard
I won't feel cold
I miss you, every time I think of you
Tonight, too, I hold
this half-finished muffler, all alone
I'm tired of this.
I feel like I haven't slept in ages.
Everytime when I close my eyes, I see yours. When I look into the mirror, I see your eyes through mine.
Please stop...?
If there was an eternally falling snow
Could it hide my feelings for you?
My heart is broken so badly, it can't be healed
Now I'm sure..
I know what to do...
What I have to do...
I'm sure I need to do it..
It's fate.
Hold me tight, if this is how it feels
I didn't want to know
What it was like to be in love with someone
A dagger, shining.
My hand holds it tight, like it's the only thing that can save me.
Perhaps it is.
My life's hanging on a thin line of silk now.
I love you, the feeling wells up in my chest
I want to shout to the wintery sky
The cold blade pierces my heart.
Everything is slowly fading, slowly turning black...
Please, though it's suicide...
No shinigami, no world depending on me..
Just you and me.
Just us two, together, eternally.
"I want to see you right now"