Disclaimer: I do not own Fullmetal Alchemist.
This is the first FMA poem I've ever written. It's angsty. It's crappy. But I like it because it's RoyAi! Isn't that cool? RoyAi rules!
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Flames of Hell
Every day when my eyes meet yours,
I smile.
Your eyes are as sharp as a hawk's,
You live up to your name.
These are the eyes which are always alert,
Looking out for danger,
Danger which may harm me.
Every day when I hear your voice,
I flinch.
Your voice is sharp and piercing,
It hurts to hear your voice like that,
It breaks my heart.
I wonder if I would ever hear you speak softly,
And tell me that you love me.
I hope for that moment to arrive,
But I know it will never come.
I wish I could say to you that I love you,
But no,
I cannot.
Being in the military is painful.
To see you every day is agonizing.
You,
The person that I want to love but cannot love.
I daydream about you and me every day.
Maybe one day we will no longer be superior and subordinate.
Maybe one day we will walk together, hand in hand, equally.
Will I ever hear you say to me that you love me?
Will I ever say to you that I love you?
I love you,
I really do.
Now you lay asleep,
Never to wake up again.
I can only watch as they bury you,
My dear little golden-haired, red-eyed princess.
I can only watch you in your deep slumber,
And pray that you will rest in peace.
In my heart,
I know that you will go to hell.
You have killed too many.
But it is my fault.
You killed them to protect me.
You killed them because you vowed to follow me,
Forever.
I have not even hugged you once,
Not to mention kiss.
To just hug you,
Even just once,
Is already the pleasure of my life.
But I never did.
In the end,
I do not even know if you love me or not.
You do not know that I love you.
What will people say when they hear of my failure?
The ladies man who never told his most beloved lady that he loved her.
Will they laugh?
Now as I fall from the enemy's blow,
The pain is terrible,
But the thought of seeing you again delights me.
I know that I will go to hell too.
Slowly the pain fades,
My eyes close.
"Brigadier General!"
That's the last thing I hear.
People calling me by my rank.
Why can't I hear someone calling me by my name?
At least you did.
I called you by your name,
Just before you died.
I wonder if you had heard it?
Everything blacks out.
Then the darkness clears,
To be replaced by a flaring redness.
I see you.
You are crying out in pain,
Being burned by the flames of hell.
"I love you, Riza."
Is what I say before I face the punishment for my sins.
I smile,
And watch as the flames engulf my own body.
Finally we will suffer together,
For eternity in hell.
Finally,
I have told you that I love you.
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