We,ve been going out since our second year at junior high, and now here we are at our senior year in high school. I ve always love him, his sparkling smile, shiny blonde eyes that matches mine, how I love it when he just simply call my name.
we re always together all this time, maybe that s why it s normal for us to be in this stage of relationship, we grew bored of each other.
I still remember clearly that night, the night when the wind is blowing quite strong, when the dark sky seems to be mourning about what ll happen at this park.
The night at the beginning of winter,we decide to end everything, the reason is because we have different dreams and goals in this life,
we both lie to each other about the real reason, because it s not like we doesn t love each other, it s just because we need time out from each other,
and I stupidly agree to this because I know he have a big dream to catch, and I ll just be in his way if we are still together . in silence we share our last embrace of departures.
_ a week later_
I lay myself in my bed, yeah, I catch a cold after that night. My body is always weak against cold. I really want to go to school though, or not.
I ask my mom to call the school so I can take early winter break with my cold as an excuse. this way I wont have to see him until spring. It s not like I hate him now, in fact I sill love him deeply to the point I will change into clingy ex-gf when I see him again. I have to pull myself together so I can be strong in front of him, I can do this!
YES!
NO, who am I kidding, I can ever be strong in front of him, this separation is killing me, it s like every bones of my body being pulled forcefully, it hurts like hell, even I sound like some mellow bitch now.
Len, my desire to be with you now is just a pure selfishness, I don t want to be a burden to you.
Then I see it stands there on my table, picture of the two of us, smiling happily. I remember when that picture was taken, it was on our first date, when the first time he hold my hand, and first time I said I love him. A pang on my chest brought me back to reality. I walk to my table to face the picture down. I have to let him go and wish nothing but his happiness, I went back to my bed and everything went black, I passed out with tears on my eyes.
-Skip time x9
It s almost Christmas, that means it s also near our anniversary. I sat near the big window in my room, snow keeps falling from this morning,
it brings memories of us come flashing back into my mind. The first time he kissed me, it was on our first year anniversary,
on snowy night like this at the park near my house after spending a day on amusement park, suddenly I want to go to the park, it s still 7 pm, so I decide to go out to the park.
Ah, maybe this is a bad idea for my heart, I m now at the park, sit on the swing alone, no one on the street today, maybe they already come back to their home, warming themselves with their loved ones.
I sighed and tears treathened to fall down again.i mis him, I long for him, God, I want to be with him so bad,
why is the night seems so long these days? It must be because of winter, I hope spring comes earlier so I can release myself from this un-ended sadness.
Then suddenly I heard that voice..
Rin. . .
(okay, this is my first story, so if you guys so generous, please leave some review about this story,
and about how I write so I can improve myself ;3 next chapter will be in Len s POV, so yeah please gimme some review xD )