Hey guys. This is my first story posted on here in a long time and I had it up once before but I'm going to try it out again. I hope you all like it. I didn't mention a lot in here just the basis of the story. I didn't put the characters name in here yet because it's sort of like a diary entry but in the next chapter you will get to know my OC. I don't own the Jonas Brothers but I do own all my OC characters. Hope you like it!

Do you ever wonder why you do the things you do? Or why you feel the way you do? All these emotions? I would do anything to change parts of my life. In fact, if I had three wishes they would be:

1. For my mom to be in a happy relationship.

2. To ditch my boyfriend.

3. Have my best friend love me.

None of those wishes will ever come true. My mom hasn't looked at a guy since the divorce and that was when I was eight. I'm now 18, that was ten years ago. She has been working so hard since that day. She's a lawyer so she is constantly on a case and is rarely ever home. My dad doesn't give two shits about us. He doesn't send money or even call. Ever since the day he left he has been out of my life for good.

I can't ditch my boyfriend because of many reasons. Everyone tells me that we look so in love and I know he is with me. Don't get me wrong I love him, I truly do. We've been together for three years now. Since freshman year we have been a duo and it's widely known. I really do love him but it's just that…I'm IN love with someone else.

That leads me to why the third wish will never come true. I'm in love with my best friend. The downside to this? He doesn't love me back. What makes it much more complicated is that he is none other than Joe Jonas.

Yes of the Jonas Brothers.

I live behind him and we've been best friends since I can't even remember. We were born only three days apart so you can imagine the crowd when we celebrate our special day together. Our backyards are connected by a tree house. It's one of those tree houses you always dream about having. It was a big space and had a little patio surrounding the whole thing. It was our place to be together, our spot. When Joe and I were younger we use to go up there and play all day. Our parents would have to force us to come out of there. Even then it was a difficult task.

Kevin would join in also. He is such a big brother to me. He has this protection thing over me and once I stared going out with Adam, it seemed that Kevin kept an oh so close eye on him. At that time Nick was too young to climb up by himself. Sometimes his mother would bring him up there but it wasn't till he was a bit older when he started to play with us up there.

You must be thinking of how lucky I am to live behind them. To live behind 'celebrities' but I knew them way before they even became famous. When they did it was just another chapter in my life just like it was in theirs. I've been there for them through everything, and I mean everything. Who do you think taught little Joe to tie his shoes?

But back to loving Joe.

It's a curse, I'm serious. I've known I had a crush on him when we were in middle school. Back then I thought it was just because that's when you first learned about kissing and had health class and Joe was the closest thing to a boy near me but it grew everyday. I started to notice so many things about him that I have never seen before. I knew from that year and even now that he doesn't feel the same way about me. I'm the 'little sister' and always have been. Always will.

Boy I wish I could change that.

So when I came to terms with the fact that Joe would never like me I stared going out with Adam, my current boyfriend and best friend to the Jonas Brothers.

Ironic isn't it?

Adam treats me good, he always has. Never in our three years of going out had he hurt me. He's too honest and if he ever did something he would have a guilty conscience. He's the boyfriend that every girl dreams about having. Everything about him is flawless. I constantly get glares from girls when Adam, Joe and I walk into school. I often wonder if it's because I'm Adams girlfriend, or because I'm Joe's best friend. Makes you think doesn't it?

But no matter how much I think about Adam, Joe always slips into my mind. I can't help it really. I spend almost every hour of every day with him. His house became my house and vise versa. Joe invades my every dream, my every thought and no matter how much I want to shut the thought of him out, I can't.

Everything about Joe is gorgeous. Those brown eyes that seem to read my every thought, that messy dark hair and let me tell you it's never a bad thing to see Joe in the summer time. Ever since they got their record deal the three brothers have been working out, and it soooooo paid off.

I'm highly attracted to him and I can't help it. The worst part and in a way the best part is that Joe is a big flirt. He doesn't mean to it's just that were so close. People often think that he and I are dating sometimes. If only…

But like I said, those wishes will never come true. I'm just going to have to cope with everything and let life take its course. I believe in fate and I'm sure everything will happen in the end.

Hopefully.

I hope you guys enjoyed reading it. It's only a prologue and I know it's not so interesting right now but it will get better. I promise! Next Chapter everyone will be introduced.