p style="background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-size: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial;"span style="font-family: 'Georgia','serif'; mso-bidi-font-family: Rod; color: #222222;"It was time for a change. I needed to leave staying there would have made everything so much worse. Everything supernatural can screw it. I lost everything and didn't gain anything. I stand in front a white door with the number 58 engraved into it. As I opened the door I could smell the empowering scent of sandal whoever lived here before had strange taste./span/p
p style="background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-size: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial;"span style="font-family: 'Georgia','serif'; mso-bidi-font-family: Rod; color: #222222;" There was furniture littered everywhere, a small reassurance that I wouldn't have to cut out of my ever shrinking college fund. The walls were a plain white and all the furniture was black, a monochrome person it seems. I went to the large bedroom and laid all my stuff down. I fell back onto my very comfortable bed that I've now discovered. This was my life now. Did I like it? I guess I'd have to, I didn't really give myself too much of a choice./span/p
p style="background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-size: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial;"span style="font-family: 'Georgia','serif'; mso-bidi-font-family: Rod; color: #222222;"The last time I remember being in bed was doing unimaginable things to His face. That's the past; if I keep thinking about that I'm never going to get anywhere. I'm enrolled at Blackmore College, I'm a drama major. I have a house, a school and a plan to forget everyone. There was a draft that entered into the apartment, great, a reason to get up and do things. I really need to do things, things help, and loneliness and anxiety definitely don't./span/p
p style="background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-size: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial;"span style="font-family: 'Georgia','serif'; mso-bidi-font-family: Rod; color: #222222;" I started to search for a boiler; I could hear the faint hum and buzz of it and vamped towards it. I put the heating on and warmed the water, maybe a warm bath would help me relax. I started to unpack the bundles of boxes that were scattered around the living room area. I opened a large brown box; I had taped it very securely, perhaps a little too securely. Oh well I ripped it open and on top was placed a beautiful framed picture of me, my mum and Bonnie. Really, that was what I picked up first? Can't you just give me a break? I missed she was everything I had left, an she's gone. I shouldn't cry but i didn't have anyone to hide from anymore. No one to impress or show off to, I'm Caroline Forbes i could make in the big big world right? Right. My eyes started to twitch and water, there's no point in stopping now. I ruined everything but it's my choice, it's my eternity and i can do whatever I want with it. I went into the bedroom again , my head was pounding and my sight was blurred from the crying –so much freaking crying./span/p
p style="background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-size: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial;"span style="font-family: 'Georgia','serif'; mso-bidi-font-family: Rod; color: #222222;" I fell back onto the bed and crawled into the bed sheets, they were dirty and musky but right now i literally couldn't care less. The pillows grew wet and stained with my ever flowing waterfall of tears, and by the looks of it they were going to be seeing much more of that. I lost my mum, my best friend, my dad, and every boyfriend that I ever love /span/p
p style="background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-size: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial;"span style="font-family: 'Georgia','serif'; mso-bidi-font-family: Rod; color: #222222;" The sunlight poured through the windows which I forgot to pull the curtains over. New day and a new life. Hopefully. I started to get ready for uni, I realised my lip-gloss didn't match my skin tone. It was Elena's of course it was, she was everywhere like a leech or a best friend who I needed. Anyway it's her that always ends up on top with so many dead bodies involved she messed up my life. Her and Him. I opened the door to leave the house when I saw my neighbour. He was about thirty five. He had spiky auburn hair and pale blue eyes and glowing white skin. "Hi" I called out to him. Be turned around with a stern expression but he looked happy. 'I'm Caroline Forbes your new neighbour' he smirked and replied 'I know I saw the moving truck and if you wouldn't mind please move your in my way and I have a train to catch.' Well he was rude./span/p
p style="background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-size: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial;"span style="font-family: 'Georgia','serif'; mso-bidi-font-family: Rod; color: #222222;" I got into a taxi that stopped in front of my theatre building but I had a lecture on film production. I checked the campus map and great it was on the other side of campus. I was going to be late if I walked so I ran. Using my speed. I keep thinking that I'm going to mess up and no one is going to like me. Keep your shit together Caroline you were the president of every committees possible, you've arranged more events than the amount of dresses you own, you can do this if anyone knows how to do icebreakers it's you. /span/p
p style="background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-size: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial;"span style="font-family: 'Georgia','serif'; mso-bidi-font-family: Rod; color: #222222;"Everything supernatural can screw it, it's going to he ok. Maybe that should be my mantra I should probably make a sign out of that. I reached the hallway. I just saw a flash of brown hair. But no one's hair looks like that no one except his. But he can't be here. He's here to keep making me remember that I actually did screw supernaturals. Quite a few, actually. I got into class and picked a seat near the back. It was small but the actual hall was quite large in itself. There was a large projector that screened a picture of Christopher Nolan, this guy, God he was everywhere then again he is probably one of the best directors in the world./span/p
p style="background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-size: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial;"span style="font-family: 'Georgia','serif'; mso-bidi-font-family: Rod; color: #222222;" Then I saw him , striding into the room like he cared about being there. I saw girls swoon over him , I kinda still did. I tried to run away from Him and he just won't leave. He came and sat next to me like he wasn't making this hard as this is. He had his hair swept back and a his black leather jacket – one day i swear to God i 'll burn it to ashes. He turned to me and smiled 'Hi my name is Stefan Salvatore nice to meet you'./span/p
p style="background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-size: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial;"span style="font-family: Georgia, serif; background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-size: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial;"So did you like it? This is my first fanfiction. Thought i'd start off with a fanfic about one of four of my OTP's. I'm fine with any kind of feedback tbh, you can send me flames if you want i'm either going to laugh at it or sass you back . i'd love to hear your thoughts on this, please leave a comment it would be awesome. see ya./span/p
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p style="background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-size: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial;"span style="font-family: 'Georgia','serif'; mso-bidi-font-family: Rod; color: #222222;" There was furniture littered everywhere, a small reassurance that I wouldn't have to cut out of my ever shrinking college fund. The walls were a plain white and all the furniture was black, a monochrome person it seems. I went to the large bedroom and laid all my stuff down. I fell back onto my very comfortable bed that I've now discovered. This was my life now. Did I like it? I guess I'd have to, I didn't really give myself too much of a choice./span/p
p style="background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-size: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial;"span style="font-family: 'Georgia','serif'; mso-bidi-font-family: Rod; color: #222222;"The last time I remember being in bed was doing unimaginable things to His face. That's the past; if I keep thinking about that I'm never going to get anywhere. I'm enrolled at Blackmore College, I'm a drama major. I have a house, a school and a plan to forget everyone. There was a draft that entered into the apartment, great, a reason to get up and do things. I really need to do things, things help, and loneliness and anxiety definitely don't./span/p
p style="background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-size: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial;"span style="font-family: 'Georgia','serif'; mso-bidi-font-family: Rod; color: #222222;" I started to search for a boiler; I could hear the faint hum and buzz of it and vamped towards it. I put the heating on and warmed the water, maybe a warm bath would help me relax. I started to unpack the bundles of boxes that were scattered around the living room area. I opened a large brown box; I had taped it very securely, perhaps a little too securely. Oh well I ripped it open and on top was placed a beautiful framed picture of me, my mum and Bonnie. Really, that was what I picked up first? Can't you just give me a break? I missed she was everything I had left, an she's gone. I shouldn't cry but i didn't have anyone to hide from anymore. No one to impress or show off to, I'm Caroline Forbes i could make in the big big world right? Right. My eyes started to twitch and water, there's no point in stopping now. I ruined everything but it's my choice, it's my eternity and i can do whatever I want with it. I went into the bedroom again , my head was pounding and my sight was blurred from the crying –so much freaking crying./span/p
p style="background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-size: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial;"span style="font-family: 'Georgia','serif'; mso-bidi-font-family: Rod; color: #222222;" I fell back onto the bed and crawled into the bed sheets, they were dirty and musky but right now i literally couldn't care less. The pillows grew wet and stained with my ever flowing waterfall of tears, and by the looks of it they were going to be seeing much more of that. I lost my mum, my best friend, my dad, and every boyfriend that I ever love /span/p
p style="background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-size: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial;"span style="font-family: 'Georgia','serif'; mso-bidi-font-family: Rod; color: #222222;" The sunlight poured through the windows which I forgot to pull the curtains over. New day and a new life. Hopefully. I started to get ready for uni, I realised my lip-gloss didn't match my skin tone. It was Elena's of course it was, she was everywhere like a leech or a best friend who I needed. Anyway it's her that always ends up on top with so many dead bodies involved she messed up my life. Her and Him. I opened the door to leave the house when I saw my neighbour. He was about thirty five. He had spiky auburn hair and pale blue eyes and glowing white skin. "Hi" I called out to him. Be turned around with a stern expression but he looked happy. 'I'm Caroline Forbes your new neighbour' he smirked and replied 'I know I saw the moving truck and if you wouldn't mind please move your in my way and I have a train to catch.' Well he was rude./span/p
p style="background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-size: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial;"span style="font-family: 'Georgia','serif'; mso-bidi-font-family: Rod; color: #222222;" I got into a taxi that stopped in front of my theatre building but I had a lecture on film production. I checked the campus map and great it was on the other side of campus. I was going to be late if I walked so I ran. Using my speed. I keep thinking that I'm going to mess up and no one is going to like me. Keep your shit together Caroline you were the president of every committees possible, you've arranged more events than the amount of dresses you own, you can do this if anyone knows how to do icebreakers it's you. /span/p
p style="background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-size: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial;"span style="font-family: 'Georgia','serif'; mso-bidi-font-family: Rod; color: #222222;"Everything supernatural can screw it, it's going to he ok. Maybe that should be my mantra I should probably make a sign out of that. I reached the hallway. I just saw a flash of brown hair. But no one's hair looks like that no one except his. But he can't be here. He's here to keep making me remember that I actually did screw supernaturals. Quite a few, actually. I got into class and picked a seat near the back. It was small but the actual hall was quite large in itself. There was a large projector that screened a picture of Christopher Nolan, this guy, God he was everywhere then again he is probably one of the best directors in the world./span/p
p style="background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-size: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial;"span style="font-family: 'Georgia','serif'; mso-bidi-font-family: Rod; color: #222222;" Then I saw him , striding into the room like he cared about being there. I saw girls swoon over him , I kinda still did. I tried to run away from Him and he just won't leave. He came and sat next to me like he wasn't making this hard as this is. He had his hair swept back and a his black leather jacket – one day i swear to God i 'll burn it to ashes. He turned to me and smiled 'Hi my name is Stefan Salvatore nice to meet you'./span/p
p style="background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-size: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial;"span style="font-family: Georgia, serif; background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-size: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial;"So did you like it? This is my first fanfiction. Thought i'd start off with a fanfic about one of four of my OTP's. I'm fine with any kind of feedback tbh, you can send me flames if you want i'm either going to laugh at it or sass you back . i'd love to hear your thoughts on this, please leave a comment it would be awesome. see ya./span/p
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