Yo dudes! It's George a.k.a Jenny (Jennifer's my real name lol) Anyway… I kinda thought of this while I was at nursing school camp (for middle school students) I'm not sure if it's been done before but I'm starting it anyway. Preggo stories are sort of my thing lol. Anyway, I hope you enjoy preface and also check out my other story Half Breed when you get a chance.-Jenny
Preface: Giving the Loved Away
I was usually the one who was the predator. I have killed, murdered, man slaughtered, whatever you want call it. I had killed the weak and innocent. I had spilled the blood of the pleaders and beggars. Stories were told about my kind that would freeze your blood. I was cruel, evil, merciless, and loved every minute of it. But… sometimes, you can't be what you are supposed to be…
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The rain poured down in the night as I made my way through the woods. I felt so disoriented from the extreme pain I was experiencing. Never in my life had I felt such great agony, turning into a vampire had felt like skinning a knee compared to this.
The lightning and thunder crashed and boomed around me. I wrapped my black cloak tighter around my distorted figure. What was happening to me was never heard of. Impossible, fantasy, fiction, only could happen in one's dreams as was described by so many. Though, as impossible as it was, it was happening to me.
My insides felt like something sharp was trying to shred them from the inside out, no, not like, was trying to shred me. Why did it want out? It was much safer on the inside than the out. Things want to hurt it, to kill it, to rid of every single particle of evidence that proved that it had ever existed.
The pains became so unbearable that I had to stop for a minute. Square breathing… or so the humans had said in the Reproduction and Development books. But what did they know? I was different, I wasn't even a human, I am a vampire. The breathing only seemed to make the pain grow worse. All I wanted to do was to lay down and die, even though that was highly impossible.
Two confirmed births had been recorded. Each was similar to one another but none of them could be compared to mine. Renesmee and Nahuel… both were half human half vampire. The two confirmed grew or are still growing fast, one was venomous the other not, one female, one male… but what would one consider the child whose parents were both vampires when it was conceived? Was this why my coven wanted to kill it before it was born? Was the child a threat to society?
I pressed on, hoping and praying that my destination was close. I was alone in this, my child's father, dead, destroyed none other than yours truly. Why did I destroy him? It was no choice of mine… he had done bad things…very bad things… Maybe that's what attracted me to him…
The large house was visible through a space between the tightly woven trees and thistles. I quickened my pace until I came up to the front door. I balled my fist and held it close to the door. I stopped for a split second. Could they help me? Would they kill me? Would anyone understand what I was going through?! I would have to risk it. I lifted my shaking arm and wrapped on the door twice. The door creaked open and there stood the blond doctor known as Carlisle. When he saw me a small gasp escaped his lips.
"Jane?"
Well?! What'd you think?! This was just a little snippet about what's going to happen. The story starts off a month after leaving the Cullens house in Breaking Dawn. Please R&R. I'm camping tomorrow so I expect the next update to be up on Sunday. Please tell me your thoughts.-George/Jenny