You wished for me to stay and I did.
Had you not been the greatest of them all, then this would never have happened. A path that I did not wish to embark upon was suddenly thrust upon me; a path that would wind, twist and turn, split, decay and unwind. An eternity of relentless causality that would return right to the beginning. I lost hope. Until salvation came in the form of two unlikely people.
I remember it all.
You, with your wish, pushed me towards an eternity of emptiness. Oh, how I cursed you then when you left. Knowing that I and I alone would have to fix what you had broken. How I would have to clean up your mess. How you would leave me and never return. I loathed you to the depths of my soul.
Time passed and you left me again, utterly and completely. The sadness that I thought would not come, for I refused to remember you and all that you had done, came nevertheless. I drowned out all that I felt with my vices. I refused to think, only to act.
Then I remembered that despite all of the pain and suffering, despite this eternity of purgatory that would soon end, I loved you.
You too loved me, although your love was the cause for this twisted, broken world. But that isn t fair of me, is it? No, you loved me and that was enough. I have only realized now. Despite all my knowledge, all my power, I was sorely lacking that realization that whatever you may have done, you have done for me.
Clow, I sit here in my purgatory, watching the snow drift to the ground. He looks so much like you, you know The other half of the salvation of this broken world with its broken laws. I ache every time that I see him, for in him I see you.
We will meet again... Sometime, somewhere... When all of this is over. That which was broken will be fixed, and so
And so I still have to remain for awhile; do not worry, for the time when death will embrace me once again is nearing. I give my highest hopes to our little saviors.
Soon...
We will meet again
And soon, we will love again.