I'm sorry this chapter is so short but I needed to set a picture. I promise this will have a happy ending so stick with me.
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU
It's been 4 months since we first kissed, since we decided to date and since I was kidnapped. It was all going well until a few weeks ago when the full precinct found out about our relationship. After everyone found out no one would put it to rest. Everyone knew what happened during the undercover mission that Jake and I worked where we kissed for the first time and they knew Jake had feelings for me before that mission happened but no one thought something would happen between us but it did and it was great. No one knew, it was just between us and we were really good at keeping it a secret. We wanted it a secret so that we would avoid this. The chaos that was caused by our relationship at the precinct was unbelievable. At first when Boyle told everyone (he was the one to find out first, he saw a text that Jake sent to me and he just couldn't keep it a secret) no one believed him but then people started asking question and we could no longer hide it. For the first week everyone was extremely happy for us but they wouldn't stop mentioning and that's when the new Captain found out. After he found he stopped assigning cases to us where we had to work together because he thought we couldn't be professional. For nearly four months we managed to keep our relationship a secret and at the same time we stayed professional but he just wouldn't let us work together and we slowly started drifting. Jake was busy with lots of new cases that he worked with Boyle and I was busy with lots of cases that I worked with Diaz and we had barley anytime to spend with each other. Three and a half weeks later we decided to end the relationship. It was hard. You know what actually that's an understatement. It was extremely hard, it was probably one of the hardest things I've done in my life and it was the same for Jake. We didn't want to break up. We loved each other and we still do. Every day when I go to work and sit opposite to him I feel like I'm being stabbed in the chest. I love him but we both couldn't carry on with a relationship that was slowly fading. It's been three months since we broke up and it still hurts.