Justice League (c) DC Comics
(self indulgent, speedtyping drabbles, superman/batman; thank you for reading this.)
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You don't hate him. You are afraid of something you don't understand; you are afraid of him, of your feelings for him. Maybe you love him but you didn't want to. Maybe you despise him, for every action he did and didn't to you.
You thought of him like a scar, scratched a long line in your skin. You can't feel the pain anymore but it still there, you still can see it in yours. You thought of him like a curse, a very strong of its kind. Leaves you all alone with misery and anxious. You thought of him like an oxymoron, for he is the cause of your sin and the only one who gave you forgiveness.
He thought of you like a ray of hope.
(It's ironic though for the likes of you who rejected lights long ago. There's this small hint of a faint upturn in your lips. That was uncalled for, and yet, and yet, you didn't deny it even once.)
You think maybe it'll be better if you denied it; maybe it'll be fucking much better if you didn't hear a single word about it.
"Hey, tell me, Clark."
"What is it?"
He smiles at you, bigger than he'd always do, and suddenly it doesn't matter anymore. Everything doesn't matter anymore.
"Uh, hm, nevermind."
"You sure?"
"Yeah," you pause a bit, "and I think that tie is kinda crooked."
"Is it?" he reaches his tie with nervous gesture.
You find that amusing and burst into laugh. At least it's not a pretentious one.
"Here is The Superman Who Worries about His Crooked Tie at His Own Wedding. Wow, that would be a great headlines for Daily Planet."
He also laughed at that retort, "but is it really crooked?"
"No, it's okay, now." You give him a smile, "well, good luck, Clark. I gotta go now."
You almost touch the knob when he calls you again, stronger this time, "Hey, Bruce."
"Yeah?"
"For a second there, I thought you would ask if I bleed."
"Nah, cause we know for sure you won't."
You turn back and reach the door hastily than before.
But, perhaps, I will.***
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a/n:
this supposed to be shizaya, but it's really hard for me to write shizaya since i fell for this superman/batman thingy lmao help me (seriously, help me). Sorry for bad english and everything, kinda awkward and ooc, i know #kicked