Hi this is my first fan fiction and I am a huge fan of the new Doctor Who series (2005)

Disclaimer: I don't own Doctor Who or any of the characters because if I did Rose and the Doctor would have been together a long time ago!

Summary: Two months after it happened and both are still picking up the pieces. Will Rose ever let anyone in again? Will the Doctor ever come back? Will life ever be the same again?

Ship: Nine/Rose

Spoilers: POTW, (Story based on own theories, haven't seen POTW yet!), and little bits from episodes before it.

A/N: Came up with the idea one night. Hope you like it!

This chapter is dedicated to my Dad, for getting me into Doctor Who 2005 and all my friends at school, Tarni, Stef, Katelyn, Sinead, Bindy, Marissa and anyone I have forgotten!

Prologue: Life Doesn't Go On

Silence echoed through the dead quiet bedroom of Rose Tyler. The 19 year old, once a vibrant, young, space/time traveler was now emotionless and hollow, with no hope for a future life.

Her eyes that, just over two months ago, would have sparkled with excitement and exhilaration at the thought of a new adventure, now shone with one thing…the tears of her broken heart.

The soul of that adrenaline seeking girl disappeared on that day two months ago, along with another person, her man, her love, her life and her support, but more importantly HER Doctor.

There was nothing in the whole Universe that could save him from the loneliness and emptiness that he felt in his hearts right now, and trust him, he checked.

That one single moment, before 'it' happened, when his lips touched hers, he finally felt wanted, needed, complete, and even though he was the Last of the Time Lords, he knew, for the first time since the end of the "Time War", he wasn't alone in the Universe, that there was someone there to be with him, that he belonged somewhere and belonged to someone.

Then as always something had to happen, something worse than anything they had gone through. And now he felt more alone, more isolated than any life form in the Universe. He had regenerated and, even though, he was in there, he didn't have control of his thoughts, actions or anything, his regeneration did. But he would never give up, NEVER.

After being alone, in solitude for over two months, he finally succeeded.