Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight, I just play with it.
She looked at me her eyes confused as I tried one more time to get my words out. "Look, Bells.." I took her hand in mine and cleaed my throat.
"I don't know what it is about you. Maybe it's the way nothing else matters when we're talking, or how you make me smile more than anyone else has. It could be the way you say the right thing at the right time. But whatever it is, I just want you to know that it means everything to me and I'm not ready to let that go yet, okay?" I looked down and awaited what I was sure to be the worst moment of my days. When she didn't answer I sighed and tried one last time. "I just want to stare at your beautiful eyes and have you fall asleep in my arms because I know that I'm always going to be happy with you. I can make you happy too, if you'd let me." I let go of her hand and watched it as she brought it to my cheek.
"Jacob, I love you. It's just not the way you want me to." there it was, the sentence I was so sure would be the death of me. I stared for a moment as the tears rolled down my cheeks, I felt like all I had done for her was in vain.
"I tried to fix you, I tried to put you back together and this is how you repay me? Dammit Bella" I pulled her hand away as I continued my rant. "Do you have any idea how much you're hurting me? I can't let you do this. I WON'T." I was shaking now as I brought my hands up into my hair.
"Please, just one chance." I knew it was useless but if I didn't try then I would never forgive myself.
"I'm sorry Jake." her lips twisted in an awkward frown as she turned and walked away. "Please" I whispered as she left. I knew she wouldn't hear me but my voice wouldn't stop making noises of it's own accord. "Please" I felt as if my chest had been ripped open and my heart was violently taken from it's cage, a cage that was now replaced with a severe form of agony.