Hey guys so this used to be called "the Gypsy" but i felt that it was too boring so without further adue here is the revised version

Disclaimer: I do NOT own soul eater no matter how much i wish i did nor do i own the song and lyrics used in this chapter and the chapters to come that right goes to Atsushi Okubo and others and Writer(s): Lukasz Gottwald, Joshua Coleman, Benjamin Levin, Kesha Sebert
Copyright: Each Note Counts, Where Da Kasz At?, Prescription Songs, Kasz Money Publishing, Matza Ball Music, Dynamite Cop Music

Prologue

Present MAKA's POV

It's funny how much a person can change over time. How life trends to mold you and fate likes to play games. I stand outside my tent just thinking about my life 3 years ago on my fifteenth birthday, the day my heart broke and I was betrayed.

15 year old Maka's POV

Staring at the ceiling I lay on my bed strumming my guitar humming along trying to work on a lyrics to my latest song. 'Hehehe and Soul thinks that I'm a tone deaf book worm' I sing aloud my newest song that it was like my mouth lacked a filter and poured my heart out because it's all I can do.

"I think you got the best of me
You're sleepin' with the enemy
You left me all alone, alone, alone, alone
The beat drops, I'm so low
My heart stops, I already know
You left me all alone, alone, alone, alone

I'm sick and tired of the mess you made me
Never gonna catch me cry
Oh whoa whoa
You must be blind if you can't see
You'll miss me 'til the day you die
Oh whoa whoa
Without me, you're nothing
Oh whoa whoa
You must be blind if you can't see
You'll miss me 'til the day you die
Oh whoa whoa

I've let go, finally over you

This drama that you put me through

I'm better all alone, alone, alone, alone
The beat drops, you're so low
It's last call and it's gotten old
Now look who's all alone, alone, alone, alone

I'm sick and tired of the mess you made me
Never gonna catch me cry
Oh whoa whoa
You must be blind if you can't see
You'll miss me 'til the day you die
Oh whoa whoa
Without me, you're nothing
Oh whoa whoa
You must be blind if you can't see
You'll miss me 'til the day you die
Oh whoa whoa

I trusted you, you were the first
Then you lied and it gets worse
You broke me down
Now just look around
Who's all alone?
Who's all alone now?

I'm sick and tired of the mess you made me
Never gonna catch me cry
Oh whoa whoa
You must be blind if you can't see
You'll miss me 'til the day you die
Oh whoa whoa
Without me you're nothing
Oh whoa whoa
You must be blind if you can't see
You'll miss me 'til the day you die"

My voice faded at the end of the last verse, it hurts just to think of how much things have changed.

Hey useless

I turn my head to look around my room to locate where and who the voice belongs to but I see that there's no one around. I dough and look up ending up face to face with my inner demon. That's how it usually is, I now have only my inner demon to torture me. Soul and I aren't as close as we used to be; not since he started dating Clarissa that is.

It all started after we defeated Asura, that was the day I finally understood and gave into my feelings for Soul. I was able to admit that I was in love with my weapon and best friend, it was also the day that I discovered my weapon blood. Only Lord death, Stein, and I know of my little secret. I decided that I was going to confess to Soul once everything had calmed down since his status as a Death Scythe gained him even more popularity and finally someone (Clarissa) snatched him away. I don't know what I ever did to her but she keeps sending me glares whenever no-ones around.

Flashback 6 months ago

I'm walking up to Soul with the biggest smile on my face. Today was the big day I was finally going to confess.

"Hey Soul!"

"Oh Hey Maka, what's up?"

"Can we talk? I need to tell you something"

"Oh I have something to tell you first, guess what!" He beamed a smile my way. I didn't' understand why I felt a small tug at my heart it was unpleasant and I just knew that he was going to say something that I should prepare for.

"What is it Soul?"

"Clarissa and I are dating. Isn't that great?"

And speak of the devil, Clarissa came up to Soul and kissed him in front of me I felt my heart break and ultimately shatter. She had a smug look on her face and I was all too tempted to wipe that smug smile off her stupid face but I couldn't do that to Soul he seemed to really like this girl and as his friend, I figured I could suck it up. 'Being his best friend is better than nothing right?' I thought to myself

I put on my best fake smile and said "That's amazing I hope you to are happy together. I should go I wouldn't want to disturb you two"

"But didn't you have something to say?"

"Nah I'll just ask Tsubaki don't worry about it"

"If you say so" he turned towards Clarissa with loving eyes "Let's go to the movies babe"

"Ok boo" she said in a wannabe sexy tone

As they walked away I couldn't help but wish that was me. They walked away hand in hand and the look Soul had was one he never directed at me, it was one of pure adoration, all he ever gave me was a smirk and a small smile every now and then. For the rest of that night I spent it crying in my room talking to Tsubaki -she is the only person I trust with my feelings for Soul. I was extremely hurt that he couldn't see through my mask. I always thought we were closer than that I guess I was wrong

End of mini Flash back

What was worse was that although I cured the madness inside Soul, I still was infected. Turns out that my black blood merged with my weapon blood; it was a pain in the ass to escape from the madness. Now a days I've been training hard to use it to my advantage, so far six months have gone and passed, Soul has completely stopped acknowledging my presence, we only talk when we're on a mission together but I feel that now that isn't enough to keep us together.

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Blackstar: How dare you not involve me

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