Every Day

The thoughts I wanted to tell you aren't just words

Rainy Day

I say yes! No matter how much time passes
The smile of yours that I met
Is just one step away! I won't go astray
And make my dreams come true with an open heart

There's no reason why, but lately I had been thinking a lot about you.
And every time it happened, I shook my head, trying to stop thinking on someone as dumb as you.
All this because in my ignorance, I couldn't understand what was happening to me. until now.
Why are you so much on my mind?
That was a question that I did every day.

And I realized recently that every time I think of you, I wonder if you do it too.
Do you think of me?
Is there any possibility that I don't get off your head?
And then, I realized, shocked, that I wanted it.

I want you to think of me.
I want you to don't forget me.
I want you to love me.
But when I ask myself, I can't answer why.

Is not like I don't really know, I know the answer, within me, the truth is ...
I can't say that.
I don't want to admit it.
I just can't.

And when the rainy days come, when I feel the rain, getting wet on the way home ... The rain, which is like you. It's like I'm with you.
And so I end up wishing that rains every day, because I can feel you. The only way to feel you...

Even if it's just my imagination.

Because I will never be with you.
Because you never will know how I feel.
Because I will never admit that.
It is my own determination.