After 5x20 there is how Brennan felt during the whole process even if it was more then evident how hard it was for her.

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When they found his body, it was different than bodies before. She could feel a strong connection, Jesus how much she wanted t his woman to go to jail, to die, painfully and slowly.

She couldn't get off this feeling.

She made Hodgins and Booth to give up on being witnesses and made them to be who they are, the agent and the scientist.

Everyone tried to help, everyone was exhausted, no sleep, no eat, totally out of mind.

How long can you bear it? How long can you do it? There should be a line, there should.... but it seemed she crossed the line.

She cannot sleep and winning all those cases, finding murderers, it's not what she wanted. Not now. She thought she wants it but it seemed to be different. She could see her life as a slowly sad movie.

She wanted to be like ... like normal people.

She couldn't keep it inside of her anymore. She has to leave or to do something else, maybe get a little vacation.

She wants to have a life, real life. Love, family, friends.

But how can you leave someone you love? Something you love?

She couldn't decide, she lost control, the thing what she cherished the most, her control, over emotions and now it seems she has lost all her emotions.

When she shared her thoughts with Booth she could see he doesn't believe her, he thought she is just joking or that she needs just a bit of time or maybe he just wanted to believe it.

He could see she is broken, that this is not just because of no sleep for 3 days. But he couldn't let her go. What would it be without her?

Who would he be?

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I LOVED this episode and I totally felt sorry for Tempe.

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I had a need to write this and I so hope someone liked it