SIRIUS BLACK..
JAMES pov
Protect Harry if Voldemort get me!
Don't look at me that way!!! (Even if you are so amazing with that indefinable expression on your beautiful face)
If that old, repulsive bastard kill me.Listen Sirius, you have to listen.I'm not joking.If that old shit take my life, I want you, and only you to be the father of my son. No, don't laugh I'm serious. We have to talk about it.(Why don't you look at me now?) You know it may happen. (Why you turned your face?)
I know you don't think you are the right person and you feel unable to be a good example for anyone but. I know better! (I can only see your dark long hair.)
I choose you because you are the strongest and bravest person I've ever met. I don't know another man I would like as my own guide, as my own father. (You are next to me sitting on this grassland but your eyes look somewhere else.)
I know you could protect Harry, raise him, teach him self-confidence and. freedom. Yes, my friend: I choose you because you are a free man. (A snort...you can't avoid sarcasm, do you?) Ok, ok. I'm perfectly aware you'd be able to drag my son in every kind of dangerous and absurd adventure, as you've ever did with me (I can't see your lips but I know you are smiling!) but. you'd die for him without even thinking it's a great thing. You would die for him because YOU are a great thing! (I only see your ear and your neck, half covered by your locks.)
I choose you, because I know how it is to be loved by you and I can't deprive my son of this great privilege. I can't protect him from life (you are life!) and you could show him the better side of it.
I believe in you for my life, so I entrust you Harry. the sense of everything, for me!
You will be a stable bow from which the my son, as a living arrow, will be sent forth to fly in the house of tomorrow which we cannot visit, even in our dreams.
We live, instead, the house of today, full of the richness we gained in the days of our childhood.(Why you don't move?) I remember how I learned to love the git you were, in those shining days.We were so young.but we have always been as one. Today like in that time, I feel you inside my veins: my best friend, my mate. my love. LOVE.I learned that word from you in the days we were discovering life.(Look at me, my friend!)
I ask you to tell Harry.the truth, when he will be on age. I already know you wouldn't be able to say anything but the truth, but you have to know I would do the same. Only the truth for people who want to be free. if a person can't stand the truth, how could he hold the weight of freedom. (I can see the noble outline of your chin.)
Tell him that love is everything but a simple matter and you have to struggle to live your own life as you want. Tell him we did it. (Your neck.)
Tell him that you have to pay if you want to be what you really are, that people doesn't accept differences if you don't stop asking for their approval. No one never let you be free. You just have to be it! (Your ear.)
Tell him that we had to suffer to understand these things and to find a new way to live love the way we needed. (Your beautiful hair.)
And than, tell him about the first time you made love to me. I was scared, but you was as beautiful as the night and I needed to find my rest in you. We were inebriated with our youth. the best of all the wines. (Now, what ? It looks like you are slightly trembling.)
I'll never forget you made it slowly and softly struggling against the passion you always have in you, but I could feel it. your heat. and I was going crazy with the need to stay there, under your gorgeous body for the eternity . and more. (Please, look at me. I need to see your eyes.)
We made it many and many times but I remember that first one, because I was so young and you were all I had ever wanted.(Your eyes. at last. What is this sadness in your eyes?)
Sirius.(Now, I know this sadness means you understand.)
We have to go home now. Lily is a little nervous this days and I don't want her to torture Moony for too long.(You smile again. and everything is clear and bright........silence.....)
Be for my son. only yourself: it's more than enough!
JAMES pov
Protect Harry if Voldemort get me!
Don't look at me that way!!! (Even if you are so amazing with that indefinable expression on your beautiful face)
If that old, repulsive bastard kill me.Listen Sirius, you have to listen.I'm not joking.If that old shit take my life, I want you, and only you to be the father of my son. No, don't laugh I'm serious. We have to talk about it.(Why don't you look at me now?) You know it may happen. (Why you turned your face?)
I know you don't think you are the right person and you feel unable to be a good example for anyone but. I know better! (I can only see your dark long hair.)
I choose you because you are the strongest and bravest person I've ever met. I don't know another man I would like as my own guide, as my own father. (You are next to me sitting on this grassland but your eyes look somewhere else.)
I know you could protect Harry, raise him, teach him self-confidence and. freedom. Yes, my friend: I choose you because you are a free man. (A snort...you can't avoid sarcasm, do you?) Ok, ok. I'm perfectly aware you'd be able to drag my son in every kind of dangerous and absurd adventure, as you've ever did with me (I can't see your lips but I know you are smiling!) but. you'd die for him without even thinking it's a great thing. You would die for him because YOU are a great thing! (I only see your ear and your neck, half covered by your locks.)
I choose you, because I know how it is to be loved by you and I can't deprive my son of this great privilege. I can't protect him from life (you are life!) and you could show him the better side of it.
I believe in you for my life, so I entrust you Harry. the sense of everything, for me!
You will be a stable bow from which the my son, as a living arrow, will be sent forth to fly in the house of tomorrow which we cannot visit, even in our dreams.
We live, instead, the house of today, full of the richness we gained in the days of our childhood.(Why you don't move?) I remember how I learned to love the git you were, in those shining days.We were so young.but we have always been as one. Today like in that time, I feel you inside my veins: my best friend, my mate. my love. LOVE.I learned that word from you in the days we were discovering life.(Look at me, my friend!)
I ask you to tell Harry.the truth, when he will be on age. I already know you wouldn't be able to say anything but the truth, but you have to know I would do the same. Only the truth for people who want to be free. if a person can't stand the truth, how could he hold the weight of freedom. (I can see the noble outline of your chin.)
Tell him that love is everything but a simple matter and you have to struggle to live your own life as you want. Tell him we did it. (Your neck.)
Tell him that you have to pay if you want to be what you really are, that people doesn't accept differences if you don't stop asking for their approval. No one never let you be free. You just have to be it! (Your ear.)
Tell him that we had to suffer to understand these things and to find a new way to live love the way we needed. (Your beautiful hair.)
And than, tell him about the first time you made love to me. I was scared, but you was as beautiful as the night and I needed to find my rest in you. We were inebriated with our youth. the best of all the wines. (Now, what ? It looks like you are slightly trembling.)
I'll never forget you made it slowly and softly struggling against the passion you always have in you, but I could feel it. your heat. and I was going crazy with the need to stay there, under your gorgeous body for the eternity . and more. (Please, look at me. I need to see your eyes.)
We made it many and many times but I remember that first one, because I was so young and you were all I had ever wanted.(Your eyes. at last. What is this sadness in your eyes?)
Sirius.(Now, I know this sadness means you understand.)
We have to go home now. Lily is a little nervous this days and I don't want her to torture Moony for too long.(You smile again. and everything is clear and bright........silence.....)
Be for my son. only yourself: it's more than enough!