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They've been together for almost a year and, finally, Derek manages to say something that makes Stiles speechless.
"You always smile like you're about to cry."
Well, yeah.
You could say it that way, if you want.
Or you could say my happiness is a lie.
Wait a minute that's not right, you say,
Well it's not wrong either.
My eyes don't hide tears of joy
My smile doesn't keep the worry at bay.
But it's not all fake, you're right,
I guess.
But you keep going, talking,
As if my life is some novel you can write.
It's not that it's fake, it's more confused.
Like a kid.
It's a jumbled up mess of emotion,
And your face isn't sure which one to use.
You're sad so you try to cry,
Or to tremble.
You're angry so you ball your fists,
And curse and scream at life.
You're lost, stuck, so you try to go,
To escape.
But you're too scared of change,
So you stick to what you know.
Sometimes you're truly happy too,
Your smile's real.
And it's how happy you're supposed to be
So you stick it on your face with glue.
So it's stuck there, as trapped as you,
Lost and confused.
So it struggles, drowning in emotions,
Still unsure what to do.
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