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Chapter One
Stevie Moss had never been great at making descisions, she had always made the wrong ones, so as she sat at the small table in the Kings head pub with Callum Stones arms drapped round her shoulder as he spoke softly into her ear, she knew she had made a wrong one, she didnt love him and she knew she never could and the reason for this was standing at the bar, talking to the normally uniformed officers. He looked gorgeous in a short sleeved blue shirt and jeans, his hair spiked to perfection and his muscles showing through his clothes, any woman would be lucky to have him, and at the moment it looked like he was close to finding a woman as one of Kirstys friends sat listening to every word he said, flirting at every chance, Stevie could feel her skin boiling as she stared at them. "You ok?" Callum asked as he lent into her ear "Stevie..". She jumped "What?". He smiled "I asked if you were ok... you seem distracted". She nodded "Im fine.. maybe we should go and have a drink with them" she gestured towards their colleagues. "I thought this was ment to be a date... I dont want to drink with them". She smiled "Callum.. I just want us to have a drink with our friends". He nodded "Fine.. go on then". She stood up and made her way over to them. She rested against the bar and smiled between the men, Smithy instantly catching her eye as she tried to block out Kirstys friend. She noticed Callum staring at her and she knew he had noticed her wandering eye. He grabbed her wrist and pulled her from their friends "What?" she smiled. "Why are you staring at Smithy?" he stressed. "Why are you so jealous?" she replied. "Because you are obsessed with him" he replied. Smithy made his way over to them as Callum glared at him "What.. you come to stick your nose in?". Smithy smiled "No.. I heard what you said.. I should think the whole fucking pub did to be honest and I can tell you now there is nothing going on... Im not interested.. you seen that bird over there.. Im going home with her tonight". Stevie couldnt contain her hurt as Callum nodded slightly "Ok". She smiled at her boyfriend "Maybe we should go home". He nodded "Sorry Smithy". Smithy nodded "Its fine.. I'll see you both tomorrow". He noticed Stevie glare at him but thought nothing more of it as he returned to his work colleagues.
Arriving at her flat she let them both in and made her way into the living room. "Are you ok?" he asked again. She nodded "Im fine.. I just.. I need a bit of space Callum.. maybe you should go home tonight". He glared at her "I love you.. I have told you that so many times and you have never once said it back". She glanced to the ground "Can we do this another time?". He shook his head "Do you love me?". She smiled "Callum I care about you.. Im just not there and..." he interupted "Ok.. well we can work on it.. me and you Stevie we are forever". She sighed "Callum..". He grabbed his coat "I should go home.. I will see you in the morning.. I love you Stevie" he smiled as he pushed his lips to hers, she pulled away "See you tomorrow". She heard the front door shut before she rested back down onto the sofa, she began flicking through her photos, despite the fact she had been dating Callum for the past five and a half months, most of her photos were of Smithy, either showing off or with his arm wrapped round her shoulder. No wonder Callum was jealous, he had good reason. She focused on the most recent photo of her and Callum, they were sat together, with most of uniform, his arm clinging onto her hand, what caught her attention was where her eyes were focused in the photo, on Smithy. He was the other end of the photo, with Kirsty and Mel sat on his knees and she felt just as jealous staring at the picture as she did the day it was taken. She sighed, she couldnt carry on like this. She thought for a second about what to write before typing the text. 'I need to talk to you, its urgent. Come to mine ASAP. Stevie xx'. She sent the message and placed her phone to the table.
She stood in the shower, feeling the water trickle down her body, she ran her wet hands through her soft blonde hair before stepping out and grabbing for a towel, she wrapped it round her tiny frame and began dabbing at her body. Hearing the faint knock on her front door she dropped the towel to the floor and grabbed for her fluffy yellow dressing gown, she pushed her feet into her slippers and made her way out to the door. She pulled it open and smiled as he stood in the door way. He still looked as gorgeous despite looking a little worse for wear. She held the door open for him to come in and smiled as he walked into the living room. "Where is Callum?" he asked. She shook her head "He has gone home". Smithy nodded slightly "I thought you had text for me to come and tell him there is nothing between us" he laughed. She shook her head "Sit down Smithy". He nodded as he rested down into the seat and placed his feet to her coffee table. "I erm.. I am going to finish with Callum". He nodded "Shouldnt you be having this talk with him then?". She smiled as she stared at the handsome man sat infront of her, how did she tell him, she loved him, she wanted to be with him and that he was the one without causing him to run as far away from her as possible or break Callums heart. "I want you Smithy" she replied, her voice barely above a whispear as she stared at her hands. "What?" he asked. She looked up and into his eyes "I want to be with you... I erm.. I fancy you". He stood up "Please tell me you are joking... we are not kids Stevie.. you cant just decide you fancy me and then dump my best mate". She glanced down "I didnt ask for this to happen Smity... I cant help my feelings". He shook his head "This is fucked up Stevie.. and I can tell you now its never gunna happen". She grabbed his wrist as he made his way to the door "We need to talk.. where are you going?". He smiled "You want to know where Im going... really?" she nodded. "Im going back to the pub to pick up Kim, Kirstys mate.. and then Im taking her home with me". She shook her head "Please dont do this Smithy.. I know you want me". He smirked "No.. I wouldnt go near you Stevie.. you are with Callum.. so you made your bed no you have to lie in it..". Stevie shook her head "I want you.. even if its just sex Smithy.. you are going to use her.. use me instead". He shook his head "You are acting like a slut.. when did you become so easy.. and besides Kim is smokin hot.. Im out of here". The tears began to roll down her cheeks as he walked out the front door and down the steps from her flat.
"I dunno.. she just keeps going strange.. something isnt right.." he smiled to Nate as they sat together in the canteen. "You should ask her.. Im sure its your imagination". He nodded "Im hoping so.. I really thin..." he paused as Smithy lent onto the table "That call you went to this morning Nate.. you have been called back out". Nate nodded "Ok Gov" he took a final sip of his coffee before rising from the seat "Talk to her Serge.. or talk to Smithy.. he knows her better than most" he smiled as he patted Smithy on the back as he passed him. "Whats up?" Smithy asked. Callum smiled "Stevie.. I...". He interupted "She's not worth it mate" before walking away. He was aware of Callum following him as he made his way back towards his office, he felt him grip onto his shoulder and spin him round "What is that ment to mean?" he stressed. Smithy shook his head "Ask her". Callum glared at him "Im asking you.. are you jealous?". Smithy laughed "Give me a break". Callum nodded "Yeah I get it now.. you always wanted her.. thats why you attacked Devlin and tried to finish me and her before we even really started". Smithy smiled "Fine.. if it makes you feel better to think that then fine.. Im just saying maybe she isnt as in to you as you are her". Callum shoved him against the wall and he grabbed him by the collars. Feeling her arms pulling them apart she shouted "What the hell is going on?". Callum glared at the small blonde before to Smithy "Ask him" before storming off towards the door. Smithy smirked at her slightly before walking into his office.
She glanced down the corridor before following him inside. "Have you told him?" she asked as she pushed the door shut. Smithy just laughed. "Smithy.. have you told him about last night?". He smirked up at her "What all about Kim... my evening once I got her back to my place". She pulled on the door and he lent over her shoulder and forced it shut. She turned back and stared up at him "Dont you want to know?" he asked as he kept his hand firmly on the door. She shook her head "You made it quite clear that you wanted her last night.. I dont need details". He nodded "Maybe I should give you details.. tell you all the little gorey details and then maybe.. just maybe you might start to understand how much you broke my heart when you and him started dating". She glanced down "Im sorry". He shook his head "You knew... you knew how much I wanted you.. how I felt about you.. but you spent weeks rubbing it in.. I had to listen to him in the locker room.. everywhere I turned you were all over each other". She stared up into his eyes, he looked hurt, the nasty glint in his eyes had been replaced by his genuine feelings for her. "I loved you Stevie and you walked all over me". She smiled "Im so sorry.. I should never of started dating him". Smithy moved from the door "I spent months... trying to get you to give me a chance.. trying to get you to notice me". She followed him and placed her hand to his back "I want you". He turned back to her "Does it hurt... thinking about me with Kim". She nodded "Like hell... I cant begin to imagine how much I have hurt you". He glanced down to the ground as he lent against his desk "I didnt sleep with her Stevie.. I didnt even go back to the pub". She smiled "Why?". He shook his head "Why do you think?". She placed her hand under his chin and lifted his eyes to meet hers, they just stared at each other for several minutes "Do you want.. I want you" she smiled. He nodded "What for a quick fling.. a sordid little affair?". Stevie sighed "No.. I want you for the rest of my life Smithy.. you're the one". He smiled slightly "This is fucked up". She kept her eyes trained firmly on the floor "I am so sorry..". He wrapped his arms round her shoulders and pulled her into his body "I will finish with him.. tonight". He shook his head "You cant do that.. you cant dump him for me.. not only are you gunna break his heart but you are gunna make him look like a fool". She nodded "Well if I carry on the way I am.. he will dump me". He smiled "That could take weeks". She placed a kiss to his lips "I know but... it'll be worth it Smithy". He placed his hand gently to her face "I have waited this long for you.. I will wait Stevie". She smiled "I'll see you later". He nodded as she walked from his office.
She sat on the sofa and watched as he rested down next to her "D'you want to go for dinner?". She shook her head "Not tonight Callum". He glanced down "I was thinking maybe we could have a party?". She turned to face him "Why?". He grinned "For my birthday.. its in three weeks". She nodded "Corse.. erm yeah.. why not?", she froze as he lent into her lips, she let him kiss her, his lips moving gently down onto her neck "Do you want an early night?" he asked. She shook her head slightly "I have got such a headake Callum... maybe we could leave it tonight?". He nodded "Of corse darlin.. anything you want". He glanced up at the clock hanging on the wall "I might get off anyway... go for a quick one down the pub". She nodded "Corse.. I will see you tomorrow" she smiled as she placed a slight kiss to his lips "See you tomorrow". She watched as he rose to his feet and made his way from the room. She glanced out the window as he climbed into his car and drove off before making her way over to her shoes, she pulled them on and grabbed her keys and coat before walking out the front door. She jumped in her car and began the short drive.
Climbing from the car she stared up at his window. He was in, his lights were on. She locked her car and made her way to the front door. She rang his bell before straightening her clothes and pulling her hair from behind her ears. As he approached the door she could hear him talking, she had never thought about the fact he might not be alone. He pulled the door open and smiled at her, she grinned as she realised he was on his mobile "Yeah.. see you tomorrow.. bye" he finished his conversation before hanging up and placing his phone to the table next to the door "What are you doing here?" he asked, pushing the door open for her to walk inside. She glanced down as he pushed the door shut "I dont know Smithy". He shook his head slightly "Have you and Callum had a row?". She shook her head "I told him I had a headake". He placed his hand gently to her face and smiled "Do you want a coffee?". She stared up into his eyes "No.. I want you". He sighed before leaning down into her lips, he kissed her gently at first before his passion took over and he slipped his tounge into her mouth, he felt her pull on his hand as she began leading the way to his bedroom "Are you sure this is a good idea Stevie?" he smiled. She shook her head "I think we both no this is gunna end in tears Smithy but.. this is what I want". He nodded as she grabbed hold of his hand and made her way into the bedroom. He closed the door and lent against it, she moved over and pushed up into his lips.
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