Well I found another name for my fic. One hopefully less fluffy and more realistic seeing as the following story deals with mature subject matter but whatever… anyway without further adu

Butterfly wings

Summary: Lily is just like any other teenager, crappy home life and never perfect school life ether, but after meeting mischief magi James Potter and falling for him it looks like everything's about to change. Mind you happy endings are reserved for books only…

Lily goes home and is isolated from the wizarding world and all its occupants for three weeks till she turns up on James' doorstep thoroughly beaten and out cold. Once partly mended and conscious she refuses to tell James what happened and in turn pushes him away…

Filled with hidden secrets, pain and agony and reality…

Disclaimer: Roses are red, violets are blue, I don't own Harry, so please do not sue.

Chapter one

"Put Snape back on the ground this instant" Lily Evans screamed as she pushed her way through the crowd surrounding James Potter.

"Why?" James replied coolly as he flipped a squirming 17-year-old boy upside-down in mid air.

"Because that is no way to treat a fellow student Potter. What did he do to you?" Lily replied her face burning with anger. Lily grabbed at James' wand but only began spinning Snape in circles. James in turn mocked her by saying

"Its mostly the fact that he exists you know"

" You disgusting prat!" Lily yelled her fists clenched.

"Now now watch your language Evans" James taunted.

"How dare you preach manners to me you uncivilized brute! Now put Snape down!" Lily yelled again.

"As you wish" James replied flicking his wand letting Snape fall to the ground.

Lily knelt to help Snape up, "I don't need your help Mud blood!" Snape spat scrambling towards his forgotten wand.

"Apologize now" James ordered pointing his wand at Snape, his face flushed with anger. Snape spat at the ground by James' feet. His wand now shaking James repeated the order.

"Don't worry about it" Lily muttered

"But he called you a you-know-what!" James stuttered

"Your just as bad as he is James" Lily snapped

"What?"

"I've seen you walking around hexing people who get in your way, playing with that stupid snitch, ruffling your hair like that, your so stuck up!" Lily yelled

"Wh-wh" James stuttered.

"You make me sick James Potter!" Lily said as she off the lawn towards Hogwarts castle leaving a very startled James in her wake. James looked helplessly at Sirius Black, his best friend, as if to ask what that meant.

"I take it she thinks you're a bit conceited mate," Sirius explained to a bemused James. James shook his head and recovered enough to say, " No way, she's only playing hard to get. Say, who wants to take the pants off Snivelous?" Shaking his head Sirius retrieved his wand from the grass and flipped a disgruntled Severous Snape upside down.

Meanwhile up in the Griffindor Common room Lily Evans was ranting to Tonks about James Potter. "He is such a stuck up git! How dare he think I would ever go out with him! Potter is such a wanker!" she yelled

"I think he's kind of cute myself," Tonks said quietly.

"WHAT!!" Lily yelled

"Well I've never had a guy so head-over-heals in love with me like James is. I think its sweet." Tonks meekly replied.

Before Lily got a chance to respond a chorus of laughter drew her to the window. Ripping it open Lily gasped as she saw Snape was once again upside-down. Lily yelled to the people below "James Potter! Put Snape down this instant!"

"Only if you'll go out with me," he replied

"Never you bigheaded git, now put Snape down," She ordered.

"When you say never do you mean "no I'm playing hard to get" or "no never" James questioned.

"I would sooner go out with the squid than you James" Lily yelled slamming the window closed and flopping onto a couch.

"Do you think she means she's playing hard to get" James muttered quietly to Sirius. Sadly Sirius only shook his head and smiled.

"Ugg. What am I going to do with him?" Lily asked Tonks. Shrugging her shoulders Tonks sat down beside Lily and wrapped her arm around her.

"Hopefully you've dropped enough subtle hints to clue him in that you don't like him," she said softly. Lily lay her head down on Tonks's shoulder and sighed softly, "I hope your right."

James sat down on the couch in the Griffindor common room with his head in his hands. "What am I going to do about Lily? I love her and she hates me! I mean what's wrong with me? Every other girl loves me but not her!" His hazel eyes filled with worry and over all gloom.

"Well, she does have a point" Remus Lupin replied as he entered the Griffindor Common room and sat down in a large red chair by the fire. Glumly James ruffled his already messy black hair. Remus continued, "you do hex everyone that annoys you, you do show off with that annoying snitch to", he said glaring as the tiny gold ball whizzed around the room. " You do use Snape as a form of entertainment which is rather cruel and you ruffle your hair way to much James"

"No he does not" Peter Pettigrew retorted loyally as he sat pitifully at James' feet. Remus made a face at Peter, the way he worshiped James was disgusting. Following him everywhere, imitating his every move, and applauding whenever James did something even remotely interesting.

Sirius stepped from the shadows and into the light of the fire. Brushing his dark brown hair off his handsome face he said, "I think Remus is right. If you really want to be with Lily you have to grow up a little"

"How?" James dreadfully replied. A moment of silence followed as the four friends schemed.

"You just need to let her know your not conceited" Remus said, shaking his sandy blond hair from his amber eyes.

"And how would I do that" James asked with a tinge of irritation.

"I am Lily's best friend James, if anyone were to help you it would be me." Remus smiled, his white teeth flashing.

Alrighty I know its fluffy but it'd be no fun if everything was serious all the time… anyways James is so cute when he begs… but no matter however fluffy it is it doesn't stop it from being that time of the day again!!! Take one guess as to what it is…wrong its not lunch…nope not dinner ether though I am hungry…its REVIEW TIME!!! Help a poor starving (not latterly but pretty close) writer and let her know what you think…. So please please please review…this is my first fan fic after all

-Prongsies.