Run Away
It breaks me to feel this
So I won't admit this love.
It shakes my knees, O' I fear it,
To say I love you in time.
And I watch you tell her these,
The words I want to tell you;
Your love is mutual, I can't be so wrong.
Though mine untold, I'll move on.
And history repeats itself,
Why have we forgotten?
The pain I felt came back swarming.
I don't have to say I love you,
You are already loved.
So I back away and smile,
The tears that stung my eyes
Let me say they are out of joy
After seeing you with her.
We are two colors that will never mix;
We are locks and keys that won't fit,
I wonder why of all people, 'twas you -
Again, after a decade, 'twas still a no.
In this mountain where it all ended
Ten years ago, my heart was murdered,
And here, a new scar was started
In this mountain, just like before.
The tears you shed, is it because of bliss?
I couldn't help but wonder.
If not telling you what I feel is cowardice,
It's better than killing my own heart.
A/N:
You won't side me, I know. But I personally don't want Chitoge to come back and confess. Whatever Raku's crying for. I'm so done, omg. This is actually a rant.