Disclaimer: Ken and Miyako belong to Digimon. Too bad I will never have them as my own.

Title: Never Know, Ken Pov
Author: Reliasha Valentine

Summary: This is a Ken Pov about his feeling from when he is on his way to the airport until Miyako's had left. This is a companion to "Never Know, Miyako Pov". Remember to R and R.

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I never know that you love me
As I have a girlfriend who seem to love me
Until the time you confessed your feeling to me

I never know that I had hurt you so much
By rejecting you
Until I saw the sadness in your eyes
As I left you alone in the cold rain

I never know that I will ever love you
Until I started to miss you after I rejected you

I never know that this was love
Until Daisuke told me about your decision
That will take you away from me

I never know that there would be a time
Whereby I would be afraid of losing something again
After my brother's dead
Until on the day you are leaving

I never know that I would be calling Daisuke over the phone
To beg him to ask you to wait for me
Until I done so as I driving my car furiously to the airport
In hope of catching you again

I never know that I would be running so quickly
Beside during soccer matches
Until I got out of the car
And ran toward the terminal in a light speed

I never know that I would be too late
Until I got to the terminal
And saw Daisuke looking sadly at me
While shaking his head
As if to told me I had lose my chance

I never know that I would be crying over you
Until I realized that I might lost you forever

I never know that watching a plane take off can be so painful
Until I looked at the plane took off
And took you away from me

But I do know that no matter how far you are from me
You will still be in my heart forever

But for now
I can only wait for time to pass
Until you return to Japan

I promised that I would wait for you
For the time to declare my love for you

But will you wait for me
For the time when we meet again

I never know
And might never know

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Reliasha: Well how is this revised version of 'Will you stay for me'? This is my first time writing such a sappy poem. R and R if you want a story. Treat this poem as a beginning of a new fic. Whether this will be continued or not...it all depended on you, the readers. Bye for now.