1A/N: Okay well its been awhile hasn't it. This story was inspired by the Chris Daughtry song "Over You" I love this song so much and I thought it was the perfect song for this story. This story was extremely difficult for me to write since it is being written in a GSR perspective. I hate Grissom and Sara together but this song just fit.
Spoilers: "Leaving Las Vegas"
Dedication: This one goes out to my sister who got me hooked on this song.
Disclaimer: Damn I thought Santa would bring them to me but I woke up Christmas morning and they were not under the tree. Sad isn't it.
A/N 2: This story will more than likely be from Sara's point of view but please don't yell at me if I mix up my tense's I have a tendency to write what I think and don't pay attention to that kind of stuff.
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Why? Grissom and I finally get together and then he decides that he is going to take a four week sabbatical. I am so confused things were finally looking up for me, after four years of pursuing Grissom he was finally mine and now he is leaving.With Grissom work always comes first, who am I to think that would change now that he was with me?
That was a little over two hours ago, he has called me several times since then. I can't stand to talk to him now that I have finally made up my mind. So here I am sitting in my apartment with the radio playing in the background. The sounds of Chris Daughtry's song "Over You" pour through the speakers.
Now that it's all said and done
I can't
believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like
an old abandoned house
What you said when you left
Just left
me cold and out of breath
I felt as if I was in way to deep
Guess I let you get the best of meeee
As I listened to the song I couldn't help but think that this song symbolized everything that I have been through. For sometime now I have had feelings for Nick but when Grissom said that he was ready to take the next step with me I couldn't refuse. Thinking about it now I realize how stupid I have been. Any chance I had with Nick was blown the minute I said yes to Grissom.
Well I never saw it coming
I should have started
running
A long, long time agooo! And I never thought I'd doubt
you
I'm better off without you More than you, more than you
know
I'm slowly getting closure
I guess it's really over
I'm finally gettin' better
Now I'm picking up the
pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back
together
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through
I
got over you
As the chorus played I couldn't help but think that I should have recognized the signs sooner, maybe even spared myself some of the pain. It never really gets easier losing someone you love but I have come to the conclusion that I am destined to spend my life alone.
You took a hammer to these walls
Dragged the
memories down the hall
Packed your bags and walked away
There
was nothing I could say,
And when you slammed the front door shut
A lot of other's opened up
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for meee
How can someone so smart be so stupid? Surprisingly enough I am not that hurt that Grissom and I are no longer a couple. In my mind I knew it was never gonna work but it still hurts losing him. I gave in and gave him my heart only to be rejected again. Why couldn't I find someone like Nick?
Well I never saw it coming
I should have started
running
A long, long time agooo!
And I never thought I'd
doubt you
I'm better off without you
More than you, more
than you know
I'm slowly getting closure
I guess it's
really over
I'm finally getting' better
Now I'm picking
up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my
heart back together
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get
through I got over you
Ever since I came to Vegas Nick was always one I could talk to. I may have been with Grissom physically but my heart belonged to Nick, it always will be. As the song continues to play I can't help the tears that fall down my face. I am not crying for Grissom or myself but for Nick because I know that I crushed him when I told him I was dating Grissom.
And I never saw it
coming The
day I thought I'd never get through
I never saw it coming
I should have started
running
A long, long time agooo
And I never thought I'd
doubt you
I'm better off without you
I should have started running
I'm finally getting
better
Now I'm picking up the pieces
From spending all of
these years
Putting my heart back together
And I got over
you!!!
And I got over you!!!
And I got over you!!!
I got over you…
I never saw it coming And I never saw it
coming The
day I thought I'd never get through I got over you…
I should have started
running
A long, long time agooo
And I never thought I'd
doubt you
I'm better off without you
I should have started running
I'm finally getting
better
Now I'm picking up the pieces
From spending all of
these years
Putting my heart back together
And I got over
you!!!
And I got over you!!!
And I got over you!!!
The song ended and my tears stopped. I sat on my couch and let my mind wonder. It had been fifteen minutes or so when I heard someone knocking on my door. At first I thought it was Grissom so I ignored it. A couple hard knocks later and then I heard the voice that made my blood run cold.
"Sara," Nick's voice yelled, "Sara come on I know you are in there."
I couldn't move, I didn't know what to do. Why was he here? A million thoughts ran through my mind.
"Sara open the door or I will bust it down." Nick's voice boomed through the wooden door. I came to my senses and got off the couch and slowly made my way to the door. I slowly cracked the door open and Nick's face relaxed when he saw me. He held up a bag of food and I smiled slightly and let him in.
We dished out our food and sat down on my couch. We ate our food in silence until Nick decided to break it.
"I heard about you and Grissom." He blurted out.
"Yeah" I said solemnly.
"Why Sara?"
How was I to answer that "Oh well I love you" somehow I just don't think that would work. So I decided it was best to just tell the truth.
"Because my heart didn't belong to him Nick." I met his eyes and I thought I saw something that looked like hope flash through his eyes.
"Well who does your heart belong to then?" he asked me. I simply looked at him and smiled.
"You" I said bluntly and then grabbed my plate and ran off to the kitchen waiting to hear the door open and close again.
I had my back towards the entryway to the kitchen and didn't notice Nick enter. He grabbed my shoulders and spun me around. Before I had a chance to register what was happening Nick's lips were covering mine in a searing hot kiss.
After a couple minutes we pulled away from each other both breathless. I looked into Nick's eyes and found nothing but love for me in his eyes.
"I love you Sara" Nick told with and he placed a gentle kiss on my lips.
"I love you too Nicky, I always have and I always will." I whispered while wrapping my arms around him and hugged him close to me.
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Well if you guys want more I maybe able to add more to it. Drop me a review please.