Haruhi is wedded to Tamaki and she's actually happy… But there's something in their relationship she misses. And then she meets Kyoya and things are going out of control… Kind of Tamaki x Haruhi but mostly Kyoya x Haruhi.

Please be kind, I'm from Germany and my English isn't perfect. :) But I'm trying to do my best!

Haruhi woke up at the middle of the night. She had a strange dream, but she couldn't remember it clearly… The only thing Haruhi could remember was that her dream was about Kyoya Otori. When did she see him the last time? 'I think it was at my graduation day… The day when Tamaki and I announced that we are going to be married. I still can remember Kyoya's face when he heard that… But I until today can't tell what this expression at his face actually meant' she thought. Haruhi turned around to sleep on. She looked at Tamaki who was sleeping next to her. He looked peaceful. 'Night time seems to be the only time when he calms really down' she thought. She started to think about the time when they were newly married. It was about 4 years ago. 'We were so happy! And we're still happy. At least Tamaki is. And what about me? Am I really happy? Sometimes I've got the feeling that there's something missing in our relationship… I can't describe what it is, but… No. Stop thinking such stupid things!' She told herself. She turned to the other side, closed her eyes and tried to sleep.

The alarm clock was ringing. Time to get up. Tamaki woke up and turned around to wake Haruhi up. "My darling, time to… Haruhi?" he said when he noticed that Haruhi was already got up. "Good morning!". He looked up when he heard Haruhi's voice. She was just coming out of their bathroom, her hair still wet and half- dressed. "When did you get up?" he asked her. "Um… About an hour ago?" Tamaki's eyes went wide. They have to get up at 5.30 a.m., does that mean she was awake at 4.30 a.m.? She noticed his wondering expression and said: "I was awake since 3.45 a.m., and I didn't know what to do, so I get up and take a bath." "Why were you awake?" he asked. The look on her face changed into one that Tamaki couldn't read. "I had a strange dream… But that doesn't matter, it was just a dream. Get up now, I want to have breakfast!" she said, smiling. "Hm." Tamaki shrugged and made his way to the bathroom.

Something wasn't right, he noticed that. Something has started to change but he don't know what and why… He shook his head. Maybe it was just a feeling… Hopefully!

Haruhi searched for her car keys. 'Damn!' she thought. 'I'm sure that I pocketed them!' When she finally found them she opened the door of her little dark green Peugeot and get in. She sighed. Her mind was still at the dream she had, trying to remember what happened in that dream. But the more she tried to remember the more memories disappeared. There was just one thing that was in her head. The picture of Kyoya Ootori , as conspicuous as he was standing in front of her. She shook her head. She stopped thinking about him a long time ago… And now he has made his way back to her thoughts. Nobody at the Host Club knew what she felt for him. It was her secret because she didn't want to destroy the family and because she knew that Tamaki was going to marry her. Sure, she loves Tamaki too, but in a different way she loved Kyoya. Her feelings for Tamaki were… Well, he was nice and lovely and always happy. Her feelings for him were like a soft lovingness, in an easy- going way. However the way she felt about Kyoya was more intensive, and it was a heartbreaking, a hopeless way of loving because she never knew how he thought about her.

She didn't notice that while she was thinking about this she almost reached her office. She parked her car at her personal parking place and went inside of the big building.

"Good morning, Miss Fujioka!" her secretary said. "There's a customer waiting in your room, he said he know you. He has got a case for us!" "Tell him that I'll be there in 5 minutes." Haruhi answered. She went to the bathroom to lay on some make up; she always does that in the office. She tried to wear a minimum of make up. After she finished she looked in the mirror, pushed away the thoughts about Kyoya Ootori and went to her room. In front of her room were standing two bodyguards. She was a little bit confused and asked her secretary "Itsuko, whose bodyguards are they?" "They belong to the customer in your room, Miss Fujioka. He wanted them to stand there, although I told him that we've got our own security and he doesn't have to worry." "Hm." Haruhi shrugged. As she entered the room, she had got the strange feeling that she had seen these bodyguards before… She looked up to search the customer and found one of the chairs in front of her desk busy. The man turned around as she entered, the light rejected on his glasses. "Oh, good morning Miss Fujioka, you finally came!" he said with a wryly grin on his face. Haruhi stood in the entrance of her office, open- mouthed.

"Kyoya-senpai?" was all she could say.

1st chapter finished… :) I hope it wasn't too bad. If you recognize a mistake, please tell me, I will correct it.

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