How Could I Forget
by
Fear Die Rothaarige
(Chapter One Rewrite)
I awoke from a restless sleep with tears dripping off my face. This sleep had been filled by the same dream, over and over, night after night. This dream had been fueled by my broken heart. But the dream was bittersweat. The bitter made me hate it. The sweet made me love it. It was the memory of when he, Kaname Kuran had knocked at my door in the dead of night, holding only me in his eyes. That night would forever remain safely in my mind, never faded as if it happened only moments ago.
There was a gentle knock at my front door at almost midnight. With a yawn, I stretched, much like a cat, and padded silently to my door. Upon peeping through the peep hole, a smile broke out across my face at the sight of my one and only vampire love.
With confusion clear in my eyes, Kaname stepped across the threshold and closed the door behind him. With a smirk he watched the confusion mix with wonder as to why he was inside my house so late (or rather early) at night. With a sleepy sigh, I voiced my question.
"Is there something of you need to talk to me about Kaname-sama?" I turned to walk to my living room when his hand turned me around. He walked up to me, chest against chest. Silk against cotton. Vampire against human. And without a word, I was given an answer, but not in a way I would ever have expected it to happen.
His soft, blood red lips were pressed against my own chapt and pink ones. My eyes widened and for a moment I resisted, but with some coaxing by the vampire I relaxed and gave into the kiss. My lips moved with their own game plan. I had never kissed anyone before (not counting the time I kinda tripped and attacked Zero with my lips...). Perhaps it was instint that lead my body in the following acts.
Teasing him with my lips was rather fun. I could feel his patience wanning, decided it was best not to anger the man before me, I parted my lips and allowed him entrance. It was a great war between up, battling for control. Of course I had no chance of winning, I a lowly human, him a pure breed vampire.
After tongue was not enough for him, he pushed me against the wall and his hands explored my curves. The gentle touches of an experience hand lead me into oblivion as he worked his way under the shirt of my pj's. The fingers pinched and kneeded the soft mounds thats barely qualified as breast. His mouth still worked his magic, but was interuppted by the moans of pleasure that slithered from my throat. Without meaning to, I wrapped my legs around him. I could feel the hard pressure of his manhood, tucked safely away in his suit. But somehow I knew it would not remain that way.
With the grace and ease no mortal man could hope to have, he curried me to my own bed. My cheeks flushed a dark red at the thought of him seeing my cute little stuffed panada, a reminent of my childhood, sitting on the bed. A chuckle rummbled from his chest at the sight of the panda. He set me down, then moved the panda to the nightstand, facing away from us.
"Wouldn't want his innocent eyes to be defiled do we?" he grinned and attacked my lips again. Clothes were shed piece by piece. Soon enough nothing reminded to prevent us from captured the full view of each other's bodies. His eyes scaned my naked form as if trying to imprint it into his mind. His eyes locked with mine and he pressed a quick kisses upon my lips. "It will hurt." he whispered. I nodded. He knudged apart my willing knees and he positioned himself. With a kiss he was inside of me. The pain made me gasp against his lips, but he waited before I was adjusted enough to enjoy the pleasure.
And together we rode the night into an endless casam of pleasure and lost innocence.
The next morning I awoke, knowing deep in my gut, something was wrong. Kaname was no in the bed next to me. Instead he was standing at my bedroom window, watching the sun slowly awake. He was already fully dressed, looking ready to leave. I slipped from the bed and threw on my pj top before going to stand with him. We stood for what seemed like hours before he spoke.
"I'm leaving. I hope you forget that this ever happened." He said to the window, but directed at me. My heart stopped for a moment but started beating faster and faster as a tear escaped from my eyes. With a heavy heart, I replied;
"If... If you think it is for the best." I tried to keep my voice even, but it broke at think. Without even glancing at me, he turned on his heel and exited the room. Seconds later I heard the door open and clothes. Then his car drove away. In the silence of the early morning, the tears came. I cried because I would never see the man I loved again. I would never get to hear his velvet voice again. I would never get to give my body to him over and over again.
The memory ended when my doorbell chimbed. I touched my face and felt tears. With a swipe of a sleeve, I tried to push the memory behind me as I headed to the door. My brows knitted together when no one was awaiting me at the door. Then I noticed the dozen red roses sitting on the step. For a second the thought that Kaname had sent them crossed my mind, but soon faded with the card hidden in the flowers showed someone elses handwriting. With a sad sigh, I dug the card out, careful of the thorns.
'Yuuki, I hope you like these. Maybe I can help you forget him. Zero.'
I placed the flowers on the small table beside the door and used it to support myself as tears slowly dripped onto the hard wood. I hated crying. In the past month I had cried more than I have ever before. I had been used by the man I loved. Used and discarded, becoming nothing but a distant memory. The line from Zeros card kept playing over and over in my mind. "Maybe I can help you forget him." I would never be able to forget him.
Because I, Yuuki Cross, graduate of Cross Academy, am pregnant with the child of Kuran Kaname, a pureblood vamprie that does not care about me any more.
Disclaimer: I do not own Vampire Knight. I personally grew to hate the Kaname and Yuuki paring after watching the anime, but have decided to fix this.
Hope you enjoy! Please excuse any and all mistakes in grammar and spelling!
Later!