LOVE DOES NOT EXIST...
Disclaimer: Sadly, I do not own Naruto -sniff-
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This is in Sasuke's pov
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Why….why? why does she do this to me ? Does she know that she does this to me?
I look at her from were I sit. I observe her with narrow eyes.
'Why?'
I feel hypnotized as I watch the sway of her hips… the shifting of her waist… the whisk of her arms. Her every move indicates a graceful dance, and its all too tempting.
'Her movements all ways seem too inviting'
I want her. I desire her…. and I hate my self for doing so, but she is like a drug, intoxicating every breath I take. I hate that feeling. Now I look away disgusted with my self, and hating her more and more.
'It's all lust…'
Yeah, I don't love her, never have, and never will. Love is just a word … there is no reality to it. All that exist is hate, hate is all I feel, hate is what I do, and hate is all I give. Somebody should feel for the girl. She and her foolish fantasies.
"What a joke"- I whisper in a low snarl
"Did you say something Sasuke-kun?"
That voice … why must I always fall for the spells that emerge out of those lips?
"Sasuke-kun?"
I finally turn my gaze to her and glared.
"You're annoying…"- I say
"Ano… gomen Sasuke-kun…"
I wait for her to leave as she always does. However, she doesn't even make the slightest movement. This disturbs me so…there's only so much time that I can contain my self when she comes near me. Does she know the risk she is taking by standing so close to me?
"Sasuke-kun?... I was wondering…"
Here we go again. She and her silly attempts to get my attention. Irritated with the tightness in my shorts she gets my attention.
"What do you want?"
I snap, not really wanting her around ( in the state I was in I might do something I would later regret).She winces at the tone of my voice, and lowers her gaze to the floor. Utter disappointment shown in her eyes.
"…Why are you always so cold to me?..."
This question catches me a little bit of guard. But I remain quiet and calm. What kind of response does she expect me to give her? I, for my part, think it's quite simple.
'Because I hate you'
Yeah if I say that…. that should satisfy her enough.
"Why is it that you hate me so?"
That one completely caught me off guard, somewhat shocked that she would also ask that. Is there no satisfying this woman?
"Kusu"
I lowly curs at the current throbbing in my loins, and I wince at the pain.
'Kami-sama'
There is only so much that I can take from this.
"Is it because of your brother that you hate so much? Is it because of Itachi?"
"What?" I more or less wisper
I look at her in disbelieve, And the tightness in my shorts disappears (see-N/A)
'How does she no about him?'
More hatred starts to arise at the mentioning of my brother. Damn that bastard for still being alive. He slaughtered all my family for his selfish satisfaction.
'I hate him with so much passion that I became the person I am today. I hate him to the point that my hatred overflows with the lustful desire to kill him!'
Now it hits me…
'….it is because of him that I hate so much…'
It's because of him that my life has been a living hell up o this point.
"…yes…it's because of him…"
I find my self saying. Memories from the past start to awaken in my head, and they replay repeatedly. Now I realize how broken I've been all my life. My eyes become hot with moisture as I look to see her face and find that she is surprised that I've responded in such a way to her dark curiosity of my hatred. Her expression soon changes to concern and she holds out her hands to wipe away my tears.
"Onegai Sasuke-kun, don't be sad. Don't cry… "
Sad? Strange ….. I am sad ….
'How long has it been?'
How long has it been since I felt this? Sadness... to think that this emotion also exist… to think that that other emotions apart from hatred also exist within me. I'm broken, I'm sad, and I'm alone…
"…I'm here for you…"
"!"
"I've told you before Sasuke-kun … I love you"
'…Sakura…'
Can this be true? Can she truly love me?
"There is no such thing as love..."
"Yes there is Sasuke!"
Love has never been real to me. Love has always been a lie.
"You lie…"
Hoping for her to prove me wrong, I look in to her eyes, trying to find the answer deep with in them. With so much desire to want to know what love is, I allow her to close the space between us
"I will show you what is love …"
Her soft lips tenderly presse against mine, and then I feel a warmth over take my body, my hand unconsciously wraps around her waist bringing her close to my body ,and I lean to her, deepening the kiss wanting to obtain more of that warmth.
'Is this love?'
Is this her love I feel? That soothing warmth?
'Can I love like that? Does she also feel this warmth?'
I feel as she pulls away, but the warm feeling remains.
"Did you feel that Sasuke-kun? The warmth of love?"
I node my head and I look in to her eyes once again, but this time to find the answer of an unspoken question.
'But, Sakura… do you feel this warmth?'
"Sasuke, I also feel that warmth..."
"!"
I am surprised and I inwardly rejoice to know that am also capable of producing such a wonderful feeling I hadn't known exited, and I embrace her and let her kiss me once again…
È finite?
(End?)
(-N/A; what a turn off mentioning Itachi to Sasuke – personally I think Itachi is hot)
Ano - umm
Gomen -sorry
Kusu - damn it
Onegai - please
Kami-sama - God
Blah what a stupid ending!
Well that was weird, did you notice how the story started one way and finished a completely different way? Damn I'm goofy. This was originally going to have a lime or lemon so I was going to rate it M but as I was writing this I got a completely different idea, so …. Yeah….. Any way hope you enjoyed and damn it you better review!
Ps. if you want me to extend it (the story) let me know.