Disclaimer: the songs aren't mine
Songs: "Time Stands Still", forever with you, "One More Sad Song" "incomplete",
Take Me Away,
Poem: written by me its called Guardian angel.
Dedication: okay well this one is for Samantha M and of course couldn't forget my angel Nat! and Jess (i added more sorry)
summary: when someone that you love is leaving is hard enough but when something else happens before they go could really brake your heart.
Author: Hayley N
Maybe our lives were meant to be separate from each other, but I just cant get over how good we work or worked together before it all went wrong, my life changed. I guess it had changed long before there was an us. I guess it changed when I moved here from the big 'smoke'
Him and her
Life is turned.
The day I knew you would leave
I can barely breathe
Can you hear me scream
I saw It coming from a mile away that we would never last, but I just chose to ignore it. I thought I knew better than I did. We were great, fantastic even, didn't have a care in the world but I stuffed up. Now i'm paying for it.
Walk Away
I made this bed
I choose to lie in it
And live with my regrets
I sleep with what I said
Could this be the end
Am I standing on the edge
Of everything I wanted now
I know made a mistake, but please forgive me. Don't wanna here the word goodbye, stay with me what happened to forever? Your the only one I ever really loved, I know you love me too; well I used to think I knew but now I don't know, do you still love me?
Please stay, don't go away
The hardest thing is letting go of you
Please stay, don't go away
The hardest thing is letting go of you
what can I do?
Everyone says that we belong together, but I don't know anymore we've drifted, I wish none of this never happened. No I can't say that it's been the best thing ever but it was so short lived. Bloody temptation why did I have to give in? Was it because you weren't there for me to hold at night when I got cold and scared.
So bottle up old love,
and throw it out to sea,
Watch it away as you cry
A year has past
The seasons go
Is this the best for us you leaving and everything? Can't we make a new start? So many questions but not one answer. I hate how this is ending, the only time I thought it was going right it all went wrong. Typical I should have seen it! Can't deny it you're the only one I truly loved. I keep saying it over and over again but it never makes true sense to me. Were you truly the one for me or was I just making it all up.
Voices tell me I should carry on
but I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It's written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake
Was it that bad that you decided that you were going to leave, leave me, leave your friends Mount Thomas? I don't understand. Can't we work it out? Be friends again. Come on please. I guess not until that day that you leave my heart will be broken. I can't believe this is happening to us.
Leave me once
Leave me twice
Kiss good-bye that will suffice
when you go away
don't look back
Leave me once and i'll be fine
Leave me twice i'll make you mine
Just one more chance to make it once again
You last day of work today, I couldn't get out of bed. My heart was already aching from the though of our goodbye. I guess I should cherish these last hours, just like I cherish all those hours we had before. The day has passed so quickly, one last phone call for the day so I guess its your last official job here at this station with your 'old' work mates.
I try to make my way to you
but still I feel so lost
I don't know what else I can do
I've seen it all
and it's never enough
it keeps leaving me needing you
As the minutes pass I realise that I really do need you. Now i'm wishing that you'd never leaving, please stay I say to myself so no one can hear. We all have to go to your last job with this crew, I sit here in the back set all quiet not saying anything cause i'm afraid if I do that I'll hurt you even more and I don't want to do that.
Will you let go? Leave me all alone I'm giving you one more chance To make things last Ring around the roses then she'll stay
We arrive and you go inside I follow, as we walk into the building we see a gunman; he's already shot a woman. He sees us you go to speak but he yells something I couldn't hear because I couldn't stop staring at his gun that he was waving around. Don't move please don't move, I say over and over again in my mind but cant get them out to say to you. You moved forward. Noooo! I was too late to defend you I'm sorry. You silently fall to the ground, blood falling from you chest. My heart is racing, all I could do was run to you and put my hand over the hole in you chest where he shot you, why you why not me. The others appear from the positions from outside. You whisper something to me "I love you" Its too late no one can help you not now, I'm sorry please forgive me, all I ever wanted was for you to know that I loved you. Why not me.
Your Guardian angel said shell look after you,
She said she would keep you safe.
When you're not with me,
She said you are in her arms.
If she was doing her job,
You wouldn't be gone.
You'd be here with me.
I'm sorry I never told that I loved you.
You're the best thing that happened,
I'm starting to think maybe you should have gotten a new angel.
To guide you on your way.
To the sky up above, you know that place called heaven.
See you soon,
This isn't goodbye, its just see you later
I promise ill try not to dwell on the past
Just look to the future,
well that's easier said than done.
I promise well be together again soon.
I Love you!